dammit--i've gone and done it. i'm in stasis. froze, kinda. it's temporary, i know. been waiting for a muse. a next wave of inspiration. not hitting.
i've been dilligent about following up leads for making music, and still have 3 gigs lined up this weekend, and a 4th on the way.
just a little bit confused. it's crazy, i know, but i don't feel cute enough. appealing enough. can you imagine?? i KNOW i'm messed up if i'm feeling this way... i'm such a good goddamn catch...
i just feel like giving up, though. this online matchmaking bit is for the birds. i miss jessica. she made me feel so valued and appreciated. but the deal is, when she was gone, she was gone (even back when she lived here)>
if i can't generate that value for myself, that SELF-esteem, who else is going to appreciate it.
NUTS! i HATE growing up...
i've been dilligent about following up leads for making music, and still have 3 gigs lined up this weekend, and a 4th on the way.
just a little bit confused. it's crazy, i know, but i don't feel cute enough. appealing enough. can you imagine?? i KNOW i'm messed up if i'm feeling this way... i'm such a good goddamn catch...
i just feel like giving up, though. this online matchmaking bit is for the birds. i miss jessica. she made me feel so valued and appreciated. but the deal is, when she was gone, she was gone (even back when she lived here)>
if i can't generate that value for myself, that SELF-esteem, who else is going to appreciate it.
NUTS! i HATE growing up...
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you gotta get me your contact information asap. we got this new jam were working on. kind of a follow up for the record that just got signed with E-man so we were feeling of trying to break a new voice in the house music genre. Give me a number where i can call you @ and a good time to reach you. Wed like to get you down here if possible and give it a shot and see if it might work if youre up to that? email me
kemal@theworldsmostbeautiful.com
Fucking men. It's sad. It really is....
Cutie!