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Saturday Apr 05, 2003

Apr 5, 2003
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i should have known better with a boy like you
that i would love everything that you do

and i do

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more butter, please.
more cherries.
more cream.

more nightengales and larks.
more mellow highs.
more jokes.
more sweetness.
light.
sweetnights.

more orchata.
less white noise and static.
more fiery fairy tales.
less signal-to-noise ratio.

you almost fell into my arms.
several times.
by accident.

i can't call this a crush.
it's just a reveling in you.
i am taking my own advice

traipsing through
the wildness of you
so grateful thankful happy
that your spirit knows

you fascinate me
like a baby mammal at
the wild animal park
but i don't want to capture
or destroy

see,
i only work here
so you know
all's i want to do
is to feed and to take care
of you.
to listen.
comfort.
make the job easier for the both of us.

in my doing my duty, see,
i'm also some strange how,
miraculously
caring for my needs.
for me.

4 5 03
bellaji miao!!
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
fallen1carus:
well... love life in waiting? good luck with that... if he's got any sense he'll jump on ya. smile

i didn't think you were bullshitting at all. but would you have asked if you were sure you weren't?

hmm hmm hmm...
Apr 5, 2003
leiru13:
I understand.

I played in the dirt some more today, got all grimey and sweaty, and watch every day the seeds sprouting, pushing through the earth for life. Plants are amazing. Where is the brain of the plant that holds its self preseration instinct.

The other good thing that I did for myself today was that I got a yoga mat. Oh, and I listened to lots of energetic music. SO, it is 10:30 at night, and I am in a really good mood. Usually at this time I am in a really dark mood. Go Me!
Apr 5, 2003

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