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Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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wishcast 8

(transposed from an inspired email)

"i never did believe in miracles/
but i've a feeling it's time to try/
i never did believe in the ways of magic/
but i'm beginning to wonder why"
- fleetwood mac, from "you make lovin' fun"

surely we were not put on this earth to be alone
and disoriented and miserable.

we see it in the animals. sweet kitties and adoring canines they instinctively cuddle and the leaves and the trees they drink water they thirst for air and sunshine and they always get it and appreciate it and give us beauty in return,

meanwhile they're just doing their thing
and sometimes they'll even bloom just for
blooming's sake.

surely there is a quirky quaint knight who fills in my blanks and is amazed by my maze. surely that must be true.

hope and decision helps. i think it gives the universe a green light. so i'm deciding to be hopeful.

---
my mind is so powerful i was thinking of turning off ths CD playing (fleetwood.mac) so as not to wake my dear friend, asleep and putting me up in town for the week (putting up with me) and immediately the CD skips.

is it any wonder i, doubtful and always feeling doubleplusungood enough, is it any wonder that i'm always last in line for the cake at my own birthday?

feasting on hardened semi-sweet crumbs?

i thank the universe now that i'm not complaining or bemoaning the issue but rather i'm observant.

half-color half-life, not quite admitting my exuberance or fascination in the ways and means i'd really love to

and the ways and means i really love you

so is it any wonder that the halfass meanwells flock to me? the sweetbut no cigars can't get enough of me (for a moment; for a day)?

it's no mystery. life's a mirror. so i'm pining, all unrequited, and my loverboys in the stratosphere or uma thurman cowgirls under the milky way are pining for me, unrequited?

or maybe there is only one (not one ever but one now.)
standalone wishbringer.

truly, there is some switch for every light some shade for every lamp some match for every candle regardless of what's outside and i'd

i'd say that to anyone, at any time. so

consider me applied
and counted

in.

ji

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