WISHCASTING: 2
worry less about comparing notes with the other kids.
stroking my inner feline at all times, and at all costs.
follow intuition, its own liferaft. voice is at once gentle and strong.
appreciate the beauty that you see and experience. don't need to posess it. it's as close as your nearest thought. it's all beyond 3D anyway. even when an actor thinks he is "acting," his body feels all emotions and reactions as if they are really happening. this has been scientifically proven.
lie to self less, most especially about things that ulimately make life easier when gently confronted.
let chip on shoulder re: imperfect parents erode softly away. it's not a big rock. hard to knock off. easier to diminish with a soft thought here, and there, and softer and softer still. water is soft. rock is hard. water can still make slow, subtle, gentle and consistent changes.
when it's time, the love of my life will show up. it'll be unstoppable. no need to rush or try to fidget with the facts of that.
there is still plenty of room for the yums of my life, and they'll also be loved.
the love of my life might not meet me while i'm on this plane of existence. need to be okay with that. appreciate each yum as candy. intrisically valued and sweet. our society has lots of zany rules about romance and companionship, mostly concocted in order to make you feel "less than" so that you'll by more stuff that promises that you can become "great, greater, greater than."
truly, *i* need to be the love of my life. then everybody else will be hanging out with me, helping me savor the sweetness of me that much more from time to time. taking sips and bites with me. completing the loop of my joy, but not being it.
for the most part i'm very good about being a kid, just finding and connecting with all my lovely friends. so uber happy to meet a new one, and another and another. even if we're sitting still, or spracked, or spacey, just being together is such the high. gender's not important.
but every now and then, the heart goes hungry, hunting for some yum.
need to be okay with that--
in fact, need to do some yum budget forecasts and allow for lots and lots of yummy treats (in the form of human bodies) in my life.
(door to hope opens up just a crack-le more. crowd cops a collective sigh of relief)
intermission
worry less about comparing notes with the other kids.
stroking my inner feline at all times, and at all costs.
follow intuition, its own liferaft. voice is at once gentle and strong.
appreciate the beauty that you see and experience. don't need to posess it. it's as close as your nearest thought. it's all beyond 3D anyway. even when an actor thinks he is "acting," his body feels all emotions and reactions as if they are really happening. this has been scientifically proven.
lie to self less, most especially about things that ulimately make life easier when gently confronted.
let chip on shoulder re: imperfect parents erode softly away. it's not a big rock. hard to knock off. easier to diminish with a soft thought here, and there, and softer and softer still. water is soft. rock is hard. water can still make slow, subtle, gentle and consistent changes.
when it's time, the love of my life will show up. it'll be unstoppable. no need to rush or try to fidget with the facts of that.
there is still plenty of room for the yums of my life, and they'll also be loved.
the love of my life might not meet me while i'm on this plane of existence. need to be okay with that. appreciate each yum as candy. intrisically valued and sweet. our society has lots of zany rules about romance and companionship, mostly concocted in order to make you feel "less than" so that you'll by more stuff that promises that you can become "great, greater, greater than."
truly, *i* need to be the love of my life. then everybody else will be hanging out with me, helping me savor the sweetness of me that much more from time to time. taking sips and bites with me. completing the loop of my joy, but not being it.
for the most part i'm very good about being a kid, just finding and connecting with all my lovely friends. so uber happy to meet a new one, and another and another. even if we're sitting still, or spracked, or spacey, just being together is such the high. gender's not important.
but every now and then, the heart goes hungry, hunting for some yum.
need to be okay with that--
in fact, need to do some yum budget forecasts and allow for lots and lots of yummy treats (in the form of human bodies) in my life.
(door to hope opens up just a crack-le more. crowd cops a collective sigh of relief)
intermission
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i love your website! i don't have time to explore it now, but i will tonight.
Luff is what I call my partner, who i live with, when I'm online. And sorry, Luff's one of a kind.
i'm mamafatz on AIM! you're on my list now. you write good emails. yay for good emails. and that BITES about spooky.