wishcast 4: steel
i am so hungry for you.
i keep seeing shades of you. and then you'll go.
the first one fooled me told me everything all sweet that he could pull out from the rulebooks but i wasn't moving fast enough
she was from chicago. a postmodern bettie page. we devoured each other but she hated it here. i wasn't strong enough or...
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i am so hungry for you.
i keep seeing shades of you. and then you'll go.
the first one fooled me told me everything all sweet that he could pull out from the rulebooks but i wasn't moving fast enough
she was from chicago. a postmodern bettie page. we devoured each other but she hated it here. i wasn't strong enough or...
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"to the stars through obstacles." - Anon
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hedy1:
re your note (ryn): hehe. thanks. i have been experiencing writer's block for so long, i can't even tell you. try like 4 things in a year and a half. i can't seem to poop anything out.
hedy1:
you need to post more!!!! yesh. heh.
wishcast 3
look. look. i'm not looking.
i've got to probbos with my ass, my thighs.
never had no problems until you came looking.
and barking.
did you have to.
could you keep it to
yourself
did you have to do it
spread the word
get the mob rule going
make me sad to breathe, then
and so again?
no you've gone ogling
and fucking...
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a lot of what's been holding me back has been trying to be all Nancy Drew:
trying to say, "no, look--look, they really are lying! they really did do this!" (the character/s playing "they" changes with each new life pattern).
trying to say: "no, i really AM good. and a good person."
trying to say: "yes, i am as worthy as deserving as you." (but...
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trying to say, "no, look--look, they really are lying! they really did do this!" (the character/s playing "they" changes with each new life pattern).
trying to say: "no, i really AM good. and a good person."
trying to say: "yes, i am as worthy as deserving as you." (but...
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ericj:
Back at ya'. Good entry, I have to go think now.
Back at ya'. Good entry, I have to go think now. 
suoda:
eternally cool indeed. especially since you named the a cappella Suzanne Vega tune. she is ubercool to the extreme. I am constantly drooling over her 'Nine Objects of Desire' album. yea, if you dig up that Nels Cline interview, i would LOVE to hear more about it. sounds so fascinating.
what counts
[insert an image that works for you right here right now]
allow
your
self
to
let
it
go.
don't pout
about it
just be
green about
it
all.
evergreen and blooming.
and when you
feel that fear
undo it. even
in the smallest
part of you,
undo.
Love, you are only learning
and
you can "be no"
"see no" "do no" wrong, in...
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[insert an image that works for you right here right now]
allow
your
self
to
let
it
go.
don't pout
about it
just be
green about
it
all.
evergreen and blooming.
and when you
feel that fear
undo it. even
in the smallest
part of you,
undo.
Love, you are only learning
and
you can "be no"
"see no" "do no" wrong, in...
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xaqary:
good morning sweet *blushing upon noticing friends list*
suoda:
you speak such honesty and truth. i can relate, unfortunately. i have been through much of the same in my days, until very recently. i am quite madly in love with a person who understands everything. and i understand her. and there are no fears, just pure enjoyment. this is so new for me, but it greatly excites me. i hope something of this nature presents itself to you in the near future.
wow! nels cline at a patti smith show? how incredible! you interviewed him? how did that go? what sort of things did you ask him? i am so interested...
wow! nels cline at a patti smith show? how incredible! you interviewed him? how did that go? what sort of things did you ask him? i am so interested...
if we
if we let go
if we let go
we can
make this
magic
if we
if we let go
if we let go
we can
make this
magic
I thank the stars above for "believing mirrors." It's a term Julia Cameron coins in regard to people who support you and trust, and believe you. It heartens and heals survivors of abuse (from child...
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if we let go
if we let go
we can
make this
magic
if we
if we let go
if we let go
we can
make this
magic
I thank the stars above for "believing mirrors." It's a term Julia Cameron coins in regard to people who support you and trust, and believe you. It heartens and heals survivors of abuse (from child...
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dr_knownothing:
sometimes my whole apartment becomes the inside of my upstairs neighbors bass speaker...everything shakes with resonance...and tho i love the bass...it's bass coming off the first greenday album or or eminem or hotel california...these are the only three things this person has...it's even worse when it's on the radio and i have to listen to commercials...(and the thing is i wonder, in their bass'd out cars, do the thug boys sit through tampon commericials deafeningly, basspainfully loud?)...and worst they are scary meth heads who i meet sometimes in the hall, holding my kitten (so precious!), shaking, smelling burnt and looking tweaked...yikes! anyway, stay strong.
hedy1:
i lived in a room way above frat row here in seattle for a while. i called the cops three times. the first time i felt so bad, so on the other side of cool, but by the third time i was yelling out the window PUT THAT PHASER DOWN OR I AM GOING TO CALL THE POLICE YOU ASSHOLES.
WISHCASTING: 2
worry less about comparing notes with the other kids.
stroking my inner feline at all times, and at all costs.
follow intuition, its own liferaft. voice is at once gentle and strong.
appreciate the beauty that you see and experience. don't need to posess it. it's as close as your nearest thought. it's all beyond 3D anyway. even when an actor thinks he...
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worry less about comparing notes with the other kids.
stroking my inner feline at all times, and at all costs.
follow intuition, its own liferaft. voice is at once gentle and strong.
appreciate the beauty that you see and experience. don't need to posess it. it's as close as your nearest thought. it's all beyond 3D anyway. even when an actor thinks he...
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ninji:
x, if you post in this thread again, you simply MUST include a wish this time, or else what's the title WISHCASTING for. 
(mock stern expression on face)
(mock stern expression on face)
hedy1:
that knowing can make it happen. that is my wish.
i love your website! i don't have time to explore it now, but i will tonight.
Luff is what I call my partner, who i live with, when I'm online. And sorry, Luff's one of a kind. But I'm sure there's some luff out there for all of us.
i'm mamafatz on AIM! you're on my list now. you write good emails. yay for good emails. and that BITES about spooky.
i love your website! i don't have time to explore it now, but i will tonight.
Luff is what I call my partner, who i live with, when I'm online. And sorry, Luff's one of a kind.
But I'm sure there's some luff out there for all of us.
i'm mamafatz on AIM! you're on my list now. you write good emails. yay for good emails. and that BITES about spooky.
a35mmlife:
right back at ya
ninji:
aw. i don't even deserve it! your mix cd has been sitting here damn near since i joined SG. i still have your addy too. (smacks self on dome)
so tell me, what's a superstar like you doin' in a journal such like this?
so tell me, what's a superstar like you doin' in a journal such like this?
I went SG-journal surfing (I know, you might as well just clamp a big "L" to my forehead now, people) and was really delighted to have found this:
"
finally a reason to live
Atom said on Dec 12, 2002 09:09 AM
lets see if we can find you a few more reasons.
I like to think I live because it'd be embarassing to die...
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finally a reason to live
Atom said on Dec 12, 2002 09:09 AM
lets see if we can find you a few more reasons.
I like to think I live because it'd be embarassing to die...
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xaqary:
Welcome to the recordist group-sorry there were no post I didn't relize it was up untill today*oops*-Anyway go check it out there are a 2 photos up of our studio back'n the day etc-I would love to here what you work with/on.
gsveda:
Hi Ninji
I don't do commisions - I work for free
If you would like me to do a painting for you, nip over to my website and pop me an email via the link there (please say that you are Ninji from SG just so I click) and I'll be happy to talk to you about it!
There is a bit of a delay though - at the moment I have a few projects in my 'queue'.
I don't do commisions - I work for free
If you would like me to do a painting for you, nip over to my website and pop me an email via the link there (please say that you are Ninji from SG just so I click) and I'll be happy to talk to you about it!
There is a bit of a delay though - at the moment I have a few projects in my 'queue'.
WISHCASTING
SG seems like a safe, sound, quiet place for wishcasting. I know things get wild and crazy here, but that's okay. It's like going to this really happening 24/7 party that keeps changing faces. At the beginning, it's all hype, anyone who's anyone is there. And it's sexy. Fantastic. Palpable. Then the minutes drag, and the vibe shifts a little bit. People party-hop and...
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SG seems like a safe, sound, quiet place for wishcasting. I know things get wild and crazy here, but that's okay. It's like going to this really happening 24/7 party that keeps changing faces. At the beginning, it's all hype, anyone who's anyone is there. And it's sexy. Fantastic. Palpable. Then the minutes drag, and the vibe shifts a little bit. People party-hop and...
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rawr_ima_monster:
I wish for a way for everyone to be happy without one person's happiness having to cause anyone or thing else unhappiness.
-then again, my own personal selfish happiness wouldn't be bad either.
Dave
-then again, my own personal selfish happiness wouldn't be bad either.
Dave
hedy1:
i liked this entry a lot. there is a response to your last comment in my journal now. sorry it took me a while i am one big pile of slacker.
"The only way to feel loved is to share yourself with others and risk rejection. If you are not willing to do that, you may never get the benefit of truly feeling loved." - Rhonda Britten - "Fearless Loving"
dr_knownothing:
did you ever read the art of loving by eric fromm? that's a great book about love and people's (mis)conceptions about what it is.
contentment is easy...the easiest...a cat on my lap...a sunbeam on a plant...i imagine the tao not as a disc, but a sphere and in the center is me and this is the seat of contentment -tho here sadness and happiness brush against me, it doesn't throw me off.
contentment is easy...the easiest...a cat on my lap...a sunbeam on a plant...i imagine the tao not as a disc, but a sphere and in the center is me and this is the seat of contentment -tho here sadness and happiness brush against me, it doesn't throw me off.
tic_tac_toe:
yes...light would be meaningless without a little darkness...
so, last night, i can't sleep.
and my bleedin' nextdoorneighbors are bumpin' some bass pretty hard. harder than ever. there was yelling earlier. (must have been a tiff of some kind).
it was buggin' me. i was trying to find of ways out of it--what, they WANT me to complain? nah. nah. i've been at clubs, and so tired, where the bass is so much...
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and my bleedin' nextdoorneighbors are bumpin' some bass pretty hard. harder than ever. there was yelling earlier. (must have been a tiff of some kind).
it was buggin' me. i was trying to find of ways out of it--what, they WANT me to complain? nah. nah. i've been at clubs, and so tired, where the bass is so much...
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ginga_geezer:
if I did that with the idiots next door to me, I'd have to imagine I was shagging an 80s club DJ with a hairy chest and taste in crap Europop, or the Spice Girls' second album.
It'd all end in tears, you know.
It'd all end in tears, you know.
ginga_geezer:
ah, Lisa Nicole Carson....
*calms down*
*calms down*
-you rock. we should get married.
Dave