ninjatoes's SuicideGirls Blog

I'm running out of zen. I think my head might explode. Through the three stitches on top of my noggin. Why is life always so complicated? Why must I always put my hand on the burner? Why must I be forced to make impossible decisions? Don't you know that Libras SUCK at decision making??

Murphy hates me.

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giggles:

deep breaths that sometimes helps me until I get light headed

Jul 14, 2007

nirbhao:

of course not. and please feel free to call anytime

Jul 14, 2007

Saw Transformers last night. Sorry to be a party pooper, butI hated it. Walked out actually and I never walk out of a movie.

As I sat outside the theater enjoying a coffee and a cigarette waiting for the movie to end, I was [agressively] hit on by a very drunk frat boy. I told him that I was flattered, but involved and not...
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giggles:

Tahnk you for not liking transformers. I have no interest in seeing it cause I know I wouldn't like it. I''l wait till dvd

Jul 13, 2007

nirbhao:

where you there for the tooth fairy part? that made me cry.

oh my goodness

Jul 13, 2007

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nirbhao:

my lips are tingley!

Jul 11, 2007

nikonphoto80:

i can't see the photo.

dreams like that are always nice.

what did you do that was so bad to make her not want to be friends with you? is she wanting to be your friend again? it seems like I always fuck up with friends.

I hope one day I will know what you are talking about.

Man 10 years, that is so crazy, why did she dump him? I hope she is going to be ok.

What was in the box?

Do you know if you are going to be abele to make it to my party yet?

Jul 11, 2007

My friend Robin came over last night and we had a nice long talk about growing up, getting older, and "maturing", and it got me to thinking about some things. So, I present to you...

Things I know at 30, that I didn't know at 20

* Blood is NOT always thicker than water. In fact, its not even thicker than bullshit

* The "Complete"...
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nirbhao:

IT'S HARD AND SCARY

(sigh) anxiety is too easy. I've relied on medication for too long as a coping mechanism. I need to learn how to actually deal with feeling.

Jul 10, 2007

nirbhao:

I have to be off my medication until the sleep study. that countdown is going until the end of the study

Jul 10, 2007

I'm in a very strange place today, for a number of different reasons. Very muddle-brained.

After a very long stretch, I think I'm flaring up again. Boo. So far it doesn't look like it is going to be too bad, but it still sucks.

I've still been waiting to hear back from the big job, and this coming Monday it will have been 2 weeks....
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nirbhao:

where do you get your horror scopes? remember: life being short isn't necessarily a bad thing.

um, so. you've made me curious.

Jul 7, 2007

happycherries:

GEEPERS I agree with Nirbhao. Your horoscope people are on crack!!!
I hope you're not getting sicky again. I send you kissies!!

Jul 7, 2007

I'm craving dill pickles.

I want pickles.

We don't have any pickles.

Someone bring me pickles.

No?

Dammit. Now I gotta go to the store. Boo.

* I can/have eaten a whole jar of pickles in one sitting. As a kid, I'd drink the pickle juice too.

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nikonphoto80:

Maybe I could come to get you. I don't know if anyone from up that way will be come yet or not.

Chinchillas are funny just by themselves.

Jul 7, 2007

nikonphoto80:

ok, let me know, maybe i could at least drive you back.

Jul 7, 2007

Are you an artist? Or do you live in LA? Or just 'worldly'?

What can you tell me about the Hive [Art] Gallery in LA?

nikonphoto80:

I'm an artiest, but I don't really know anything about LA or the Hive Gallery. Why do you ask?

Jul 5, 2007

nikonphoto80:

wow how did they find out about him? that is so cool, i would love to have something like that happen.

Jul 5, 2007

Happy 4th of July!

I didn't do much. I'm not a big Independence Day person. The fireworks scare my dogs and I always sleep too late for the parade. I did make a fabulous dinner though... lettuce cups with peanut encrusted tofu. And a big bowl of cherries for dessert. Yumyum!

I've been working a lot in the studio too lately. I've been working on...
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giggles:

Chris and I drove around watching all the firework shows, so many pretty colors

Jul 5, 2007

happycherries:

ooooooh YAY I love mail!!

Jul 5, 2007