Mmmmmmmm, blogtastic.
I love how the more I run from drama, the more it sticks to me like shit on velcro....
Trying to resolve issues in life right now, number one being getting out of my current living situation. Been trying to move out to Tracy, but I'd have to get a job back out there in order to make that happen.
Broke up with my girl a few weeks ago mainly because it all turned out into what I said I didn't want from the beginning: a serious relationship. When we started dating I had just come out of the slump from dealing with my divorce. So basically I wasn't as whiny a bitch as I normally am Xp
Basically, I had plenty of time to get over things with the ex-wife, but I still didn't want to jump from one serious relationship to the next. It's just not where I want to be right now, and I'm sick of pretending to be happy when I'm really not.
Things are kind of awkward right now as I'm still living with my ex-girlfriend, who has been taking the breakup as gracefully as possible. She's only cursed my name on one occasion, well to my face at least. Things are still a little crazy though as I've become the closest thing to a father that her son has ever had. Same thing goes for our roommates kid.
I've got my own boy who's with me half of the week. All our kids are 2 months apart from each other. Mine turned 3 just a week and a half ago, and the other two boys are on their way. 3 Single parents all under one roof.....yeah, no wonder I'm not happy with where I'm at in life right now.
And I'm stuck working for a Tow company again....sure it's work, but I really don't want to be doing this the next 20 years of my life, or even the next 2 years for that matter. It's not like the work is terrible, but being on-call a week at a time is a shitty schedule to work.
I love how I start a point but can't stick with it for more than two sentences.
Maybe if I post a but more I'll get back into the swing of typing again.....I miss writing. Used to write songs, poems, and just completely random crap.....Miss playing my Bass.....Miss a number of my fun little outlets.....
We shall see which one I try and reconnect with. In the meanwhile I'm sure I'll just keep myself busy with mah videogames. They make my world go 'round.
I love how the more I run from drama, the more it sticks to me like shit on velcro....
Trying to resolve issues in life right now, number one being getting out of my current living situation. Been trying to move out to Tracy, but I'd have to get a job back out there in order to make that happen.
Broke up with my girl a few weeks ago mainly because it all turned out into what I said I didn't want from the beginning: a serious relationship. When we started dating I had just come out of the slump from dealing with my divorce. So basically I wasn't as whiny a bitch as I normally am Xp
Basically, I had plenty of time to get over things with the ex-wife, but I still didn't want to jump from one serious relationship to the next. It's just not where I want to be right now, and I'm sick of pretending to be happy when I'm really not.
Things are kind of awkward right now as I'm still living with my ex-girlfriend, who has been taking the breakup as gracefully as possible. She's only cursed my name on one occasion, well to my face at least. Things are still a little crazy though as I've become the closest thing to a father that her son has ever had. Same thing goes for our roommates kid.
I've got my own boy who's with me half of the week. All our kids are 2 months apart from each other. Mine turned 3 just a week and a half ago, and the other two boys are on their way. 3 Single parents all under one roof.....yeah, no wonder I'm not happy with where I'm at in life right now.
And I'm stuck working for a Tow company again....sure it's work, but I really don't want to be doing this the next 20 years of my life, or even the next 2 years for that matter. It's not like the work is terrible, but being on-call a week at a time is a shitty schedule to work.
I love how I start a point but can't stick with it for more than two sentences.
Maybe if I post a but more I'll get back into the swing of typing again.....I miss writing. Used to write songs, poems, and just completely random crap.....Miss playing my Bass.....Miss a number of my fun little outlets.....
We shall see which one I try and reconnect with. In the meanwhile I'm sure I'll just keep myself busy with mah videogames. They make my world go 'round.