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Tracy, CA

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Tuesday May 18, 2010

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DUDE, OH MY GOSH!
I need to stop spending so many days in a row drinking when I am apparently having a lot of thoughts on my mind....mind you, even when drunk I try and check the spelling, but to hell with the grammer......wow....awesome.

Anyhoot and a hey, crazy times right now.....Got a call from my ex-wife the other day about how her boyfriend just lost a lot of family in Washington due to a triple-murder/suicide......crazy deep.....I've been afraid to ask on the details, but I just had a conversation a few minutes ago.....I unfortunately was drunk enough to ask her how her and her boyfriend were.......granted, due to the situation, I should care how her boyfriend is.....but I asked how "they" were doing......what the fuck is wrong with me..... I don't know if I'm reverting again, or I just need to lay off the sauce a bit......

but I think the major problem is I'm not happy with where I am right now, and I'm looking for any excuse I can find to get out...........

Short History Test: My Ex-Wife Cheated on me, and it put quite a damper on my perspective of life.

Lately I find myself slightly depressed as I can almost relate to (or at least understand why) the things my ex did to me when leaving the marriage.

I haven't cheated on my girlfriend, and I'm sure I've had an opportunity or twelve.....I'm just slightly afraid to see what I'd do in a truly compromising situation.

With the way things are going in this day and age, I suppose I should just be happy with what I got, and keep on rollin'......Only I feel as if I've been settling for less than true happiness for more than a year............

What to dooooo?

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