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ninjapuffs

Tracy, CA

Member Since 2007

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Tuesday Aug 26, 2008

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I want to feel alive again................


I've felt dead for so long now........


I appreciate how everyone has reached out to me, but let's face it.......
There's a gaping whole in my heart right now.......
Not a single thing can replace what's been lost.........
And it's not as if she's gone because something tragic happened to her.........
It's because she's leaving me.............
And everything we've ever shared just doesn't matter.............


I'm so sick of this...........


I'm tired of sitting here in limbo.............


I want to feel alive again...................

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