ninjaplease

I just got locked out of my house. I'm just not having a good week. My aunt had her thanksgiving thing today, but I decided not to go, because I was still asleep. We put our christmas tree up, and my cat trys to eat it and climb up it. my cat is retarded.

so, I've had a shitty weekend. I overdosed last night and spent about 6 hours drinking coal, getting poked and made to pee. You would think that they would treat people that try to commit suicide nicer right? Make you want to stick around? no, I felt like I was being punished and wished that it had worked. I'm not inferior to you, so don't...
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your mom

so, last night was pretty crazy, just like every other night.
same thing different night though.
I'm baby sitting >.<
I need to get a halloween costume badly.

gah I am so freaking bored.
I took so pills last night and then I just wanted to be alone.
I left my friends house, called ryan.
that was the only good conversation I've had with him in forever.
I think it was mostly because I was buzzed and talking way too much.
I need to vent and he's pretty good about that.
I don't...
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I am so sick. arrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!
why did I have to use up 3 of my 5 sick days this semester for playing hookie already?
there is so much work in 12th grade lit. and my head already feels like it's going to explode. >.<
I think that I'm going to re-peirce my smiley. I need to buy the stuff to do it with this weekend....
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so, it's official I hate "growing up". It's not even about the usually drama, because I figure, life would be boring with out it right? It's the inability to believe anything anymore. you know how when you were a kid you could just believe in something because that just the way you felt without questioning it at all. I can't seem to be able to...
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I never write in this thing. so, anyway my ex bf is calling me tonight. he is so freaking drunk. He left me for some really fat girl (or so I'm told) he's all like do you hate me? he's getting mad at me because I'm so indifferent about it and I'm not mad. does he want me to feel bad about it. I chalk...
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ahhhhh... summer is almost over? how did that happen? good thing I have a super cool end of summer party coming up, which should be interesting. blah blah. your mom lol.

peace!

it's been a while since my computer was sort of out of order. my summer has consisted of stupid parties and long hours on the couch watching buffy. I finshed watching the WHOLE 7 series of buffy in about a week and a half can you say no life? I kind of do it to myself though, because it's not like I don't have people...
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