ninja_kitty

so i arrived @ the standard 10 min late and found my (ex) girlfriend flirting with bona.

well, well

granted she looked cute with her new haircut; looks blonder than before.

made a mistake of sitting up front, instead of way back at the bar where we can get up and dance-forgot how funky they get down to when they want to...

we were there to share music and celebrate my promotion. turns out she'll be getting a nice raise soon as well. double celebration

she's so good at drawing the line so soon after the tragic end, sometimes i wonder if we ever dated or it was all up in my head

then

i remember

when i kiss her good-bye

that

i used to be allowed to linger there longer
and go back to taste it as many times as i wanted

in public

or behind closed doors

or under the sheets

or in the shower


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how gracefully and graciously she moved on
as i linger. here. stunned. and sentimental

life goes on