ninette_____

the unexpected. an airplane crashed into my back this morning while taking my dog for a walk. who could expect that this childrentoys really fly? how do they? thinking about this makes me go crazy.
I feel I#m stucked here by having payes this stupid abo. I could have joined myplace.com to talk to strangers or maybe join deutschlandsuchtdensuperstar...but hey, is there anything wrong writing a stupid diary for everyone instead of keeping it for myself? somehow it seems nobody is going to reed this anyway.
so here some rules for my new lonesome life:
-never ever talk to people when I'm out with the dog. if someone smiles at me I'll smile back, but stupidly simulating that I can't talk. could be difficult while meeting people I know - berlin is smaller than you think.
-never ever pick up the phone
-accepting my flat though it seems smaller now that I spend so much time in here
-having a little naked dance each morning which makes me feel warm and happy
-learn to breathe correctly

-creating new nailpolishcolors by mixing the old ones
-stop thinking about bying a parrot just because of hearing somebody talk - I mean this bird would deffinitly survive me...
so on so on