i feel like shit ....... just when i'm about to like let go and open up my heart and do things BAM ... nothing ever seems to go right i know i sound whiny but it truly upsets me ...... but i'm better off just saying fuck it and not letting anyone near me no matter how good intentioned they seem or what bullshit they want to feed u cause it all boils down to the same thing in the end u as a person are not good enough 
so i say now fuck u i don't want to know about guys i don't want to hear the bullshit cause that is what it is bullshit lies whatever and in the end they turn to u and make u feel like the bad guy ........ on another note i am worried about an ex of mine ..... and on top of that i hurt my neck horribly bad and i can't move it and i'm in severe pain and id ont know what to do
so i say now fuck u i don't want to know about guys i don't want to hear the bullshit cause that is what it is bullshit lies whatever and in the end they turn to u and make u feel like the bad guy ........ on another note i am worried about an ex of mine ..... and on top of that i hurt my neck horribly bad and i can't move it and i'm in severe pain and id ont know what to do
i've learned not to trust.
sorry things are so crappy.