nina_kova

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Hey. Thanks for the b'day wishes. How's the summer going?

Yeah I often think homosexuality is the way forward- but damned it I'm just not often attracted to men!
Well, I do know the girl I like on account of her being my ex, but I've never been able to work out with her whether she wants me, wants me as a friend or wants me to fuck off.
Perhaps time will tell?

Its not really a crush, more that we were dating 2 years ago, it was going well then she just dropped all her friends and dissapeared for reasons still pretty much unknown.
She's recently resurfaced, but because there was never a breakup or structured 'relationship' I now feel I'm back in that 'will we try dating will we not' scenario.
She's very confusing and I suppose I should avoid wanting to spend time with her...

that's so cool that you enjoyed your date. how was the company, though?

my weekend was like something you'd read in hustler magazine. lots of corsets and S&M and naked bodies and moaning and spanking.

Be a scientist, it's clear from reading this journal entry that that is your passion. You talk about it more then that candian boy of yours, Haha. And theres nothing wrong with seeing paintball boy because you have commitment to neither of them. Have you met this candian boy? I've had a long distant crush for almost a year now and I know what it's like. Cept he's in NYC and that is where I'm going to college...so it won't be long distance for long. It's hard to have long distance very hard. Sorry bout the ex. I'll beat him up..kinda.. Hahaha

<3 Kai!!

SCIENCE!

True... it's a very weird entry... Keyboard missing?

peeking in to say hello sexy lady!

you can see it from the bridge close to charles st in the public gardens.

really, you can have any one you want. it's ok. i won't tell

sounds great Nina
How are things by the way?
Sending you my best

Hey, if you are making sure the bills are paid, there's food on the table, he has a clean shirt on his back, and you love him(and tell him so), then there is nothing to feel guilty about...!

Everything else is just extras..

You have the true needs covered, which is better than a good number of the parents (single and couples) out there.. (and many of them have FT jobs that give them more cash...)

Got MILF?

Sounds like paint's gonna fly!
At least this will be a good way to take out your frustrations is he's an arse!
Yeah interviews were OK- my leisure time may soon be over!

hi Nina-
i have had the same problem in the past.....guys liking me and making things too easy....somehow i enjoy relationships most when the guy is constantly challenging, but still loving.......not an easy combo to find though but with patience it will come, i believe. hope all is well.

Well the guy has a good sence of humor, and of fair play.
And close range paint ball blasts can be painfull I'm told; so he has chutzpa too.
Be kind.

Hi Nina,
sorry to be a bit absent these days... I'm right at the beginning of a huge project which demands an awful lot of attention from me. I have to get up really early, spend the day running from one place to another, and I drop dead in my bed when I'm back late... It'll last a few days and then I'll catch up with you... I'll send you quick comments when I can. In the meantime, have fun and don't be too cruel with all these boys around you!

i went to boston u.

hopefully the water will be gone by the time i get up there. a friend of mine is graduating on june 11th. i haven't been there in years and i miss that damn city.

I got nothin.