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I'm doing ok. It just really hurt because Mom and Dad both said some really hurtful things, including "I never thought I'd see the day my daughter was living like a piece of shit, and "you could've been so much better than this" and " just quite your bawling". I mean, I guess 1) they dont' understand what it' slike to have a problem in...
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gobuildinhell:
youre ok. i promise. and i keep my promises.
thesixx:
Living like a piece of shit? As far as I know, you have a good apartment (you have hot water now!) and you are a talented web designer. Sit your folks down in front of a computer and see if they can figure out how to design a simple website. You can make good money doing that shit. I know it's hard because of what parents say, it's hard not to take it to heart, especially if you have some respect for them. Or even a little bit of respect...but your a beautiful person, and excuse me while I sound like a wuss...but your sexy as fuck. Don't let them get you down...YOU know your life better then they do. Better than anyone does.
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Updating my journal since Atrocity says I have to.

Do you have ANY idea how excellent it is to have hot water?! And DSL internet?. After going with only cold showers and slow dial up for almost a month, I'm back and ready for action. Wheeee..........

AND I get to see Rent next month.

Life is good. Anybody need angst? I think I've got some...
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thesixx:
Yay. It's updated. Yanno, I never asked, by why didn't you have hot water before?
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Now is the time to be awake and live
A poem about the anticipation
Of a night fated to be
Of a song and a dance
Bodies entwined
In timeless harmony
A song about anticipaiton
Sailing on the sultry
Rays of an emotion
Hot and sweet
Churning the waters so
A cry of anticipation
The fulfillment of a
dream unknown but
Anticipated
Climax of a...
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thesixx:
Beautiful babe...and thanks for the happy b'day!
thesixx:
Ya need to update your journal yo!
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Yay, I have another Valentine. indeed, days after the fact, but we take what we can get.

I'm in the red room, almost moved in...red is wild like rambling rose?

anyway, listen to some Zwan, it'll do you good.
miao!!

anyway, who knew Billy Corgan could be happy? We went to see Zwan in Chicago, and I swear, the man was practically beaming. Had Christmas right...
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Fuck you and your little dog too.

But at least I have a Valentine.

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thesixx:
Goodie, I get a Valentine now. Even though it's...yanno, several days after the fact.
thesixx:
Goodie, I get a Valentine now. Even though it's...yanno, several days after the fact.
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Lazy day today, just bailed on all responsibilities.......great if you can manage it.

biggrin

came to the conclusion: people suck. big time.
it's no wonder i shirk responsiblity.

but come on. at some point you have to get sick of pandering to people, even if it's people you think are worth it. maybe they don't realize they are doing it, but sometime you have to get...
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thesixx:
Your right on the pain part. Growing a calis to pain can be good or bad tho.

BTW, thanks for visiting my profile. eeek
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I've decided to live in sin.

Isn't it great?

Valentine's day is coming, and I won't kid anyone by saying that if I had someone to spend it with I wouldn't cuz it's a hallmark holiday. But at some point that little illusion all little girls hold about their prince coming to carry them off on white horses is shattered.

It's not all happy endings....
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