nimbusfool

so I've alwyas been philosohical and into bettering myself but when was the last time I took my own advice? I tell people who are down- "only one time around, take all the adventures you can" which is a total very nearly quote steal from a woman who had cancer. funny how it takes a horrible affliction to make people apprecite the grandure of taking...
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Friends are probably the coolest people ever- I got to see an old friend tonight and it was laughs all around. I had been wanting to hit her with a ping pong paddle all day! here we are giggling our asses off after ask 'think you can break that on me?" "oh yeah!" she replies. Then proceeds to wack the shit outta me. The whole...
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Going in to get tested today, scary! I think its about time and I should know for any future partners. I've been pretty safe all my life, always using condoms. Then of course after a nice heart wrenching breakup I got home with a girl from the bar and have unprotected sex. how many horror stories start like that?

I miss her but I don't....
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Eat that indecision! On the way to the bar I totally pushed the girl I wanted to make a decision and her choice was to not want anything more from me. Which should have been the other way around cause I dumped her because I wanted to hook up with this great girl. I'm no cheater. well.. is it cheating if you handcuff a coworker,...
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Why can't we just talk about this? Nothing, Nothing fucks with me more than an issue unresolved- especially an issue of the heart!!! I'm sitting here and why can't we just work this out. I hate this either or bullshit! "Take this life I'm right here, Stay a while and breathe me in" (in flames song I'm listening to). Either tell me to go rot...
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Ok. I almost made it a day without trying to institute conversation over an electronic media with my ex. FUCKING SHIT. how did I do it again? I have been calm and great all day, living my life in the present and then fucking facebook I see she's online and bust out the Ben Kweller lyrics. I'm a fucking idiot! I just got off the...
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Two years of hard work are going to pay off and I am fucking extatic! I could dance right now. I'm going to be an Adept in the Temple of Set! I have been through more fucked up shit and grown more than I ever could have imagined since I joined the TOS. It was worth all the literal blood, sweat, and tears.

The great...
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I used to wait for this day, the day that she would come back to town. The day that would once again bring us together. That day was like her, something that I both wanted and yearned for. I just watched her leave on the day I waited so long for. I thought I had healed the wounds over the last two months but I...
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I'm fucking housed. I used to be that shy kid that clung to the person who brought me to a party. God those were th days. Tonight I made a lot of buddys with the girl I wanted to nail''s friends. I supposed I could have chased more I mean but how attractive is it to bring someone into your group of friends and have...
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its is hard to type because I think i burned the thumb, pointer, and middle print off my right hand. Lets not talk about how it happened, i'll just say- drunk logic + pizza in the oven. enuff said.

so I just found out that- riding my bike home drunk off my ass in the dark while it rains super hardcore is probably one of...
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