Two years of hard work are going to pay off and I am fucking extatic! I could dance right now. I'm going to be an Adept in the Temple of Set! I have been through more fucked up shit and grown more than I ever could have imagined since I joined the TOS. It was worth all the literal blood, sweat, and tears.
The great thing is- the journey is just starting. A lifetime of challenge to look forward to. This feeling reminds me of being on coke with my depressed ex. I feel alive and everything is so beautiful. Life is a great fucking shiny thing if you stop to look at it once in a while.
Initiation is a constant and there are so many mind warping fucked up things I still need to learn and participate in. I have always had a slant toward the darker even in my hayday of Aphrodite worship. It all started with wicca, then chaos, then good old Anton. La'vey satanism does have a nice theatrical flourish that can do the trick for some people. The theatricalities and 'taboo' subjects are helpful until one gets used to them. And then its time to find something else. I don't know why I was lecturing just there. silly la'vey. The TOS in my opinion is one of if not the top Secret Societies / mystery schools. Though I still would like to join the OTO, IOT, Free Masons, and uh.. oh yeah! TOPY!!
I want to dance around. I wish I had found a good cross-road in the country when I searched because I'd go right out in the rain and offer a bottle of rum to Legba himself. I'm definatly going to have to light a candle to my ancestors because well, without their blood - their strife and will to live and procreate (eww) I sure wouldn't be around to be a member of a left-hand path org.
well I still have to buy beer so my pirate bitch can watch the orig Charlies Angels series with me whilel she drinks pabst and I drink wine. I really want to tie her up. I mean that in the most sensative way.. I've known this girl for so long and the sexual tension just grows more and more every day. I just know that if we dated we'd just have all sorts of kinky sex.
well, best not to dwell.
The great thing is- the journey is just starting. A lifetime of challenge to look forward to. This feeling reminds me of being on coke with my depressed ex. I feel alive and everything is so beautiful. Life is a great fucking shiny thing if you stop to look at it once in a while.
Initiation is a constant and there are so many mind warping fucked up things I still need to learn and participate in. I have always had a slant toward the darker even in my hayday of Aphrodite worship. It all started with wicca, then chaos, then good old Anton. La'vey satanism does have a nice theatrical flourish that can do the trick for some people. The theatricalities and 'taboo' subjects are helpful until one gets used to them. And then its time to find something else. I don't know why I was lecturing just there. silly la'vey. The TOS in my opinion is one of if not the top Secret Societies / mystery schools. Though I still would like to join the OTO, IOT, Free Masons, and uh.. oh yeah! TOPY!!
I want to dance around. I wish I had found a good cross-road in the country when I searched because I'd go right out in the rain and offer a bottle of rum to Legba himself. I'm definatly going to have to light a candle to my ancestors because well, without their blood - their strife and will to live and procreate (eww) I sure wouldn't be around to be a member of a left-hand path org.
well I still have to buy beer so my pirate bitch can watch the orig Charlies Angels series with me whilel she drinks pabst and I drink wine. I really want to tie her up. I mean that in the most sensative way.. I've known this girl for so long and the sexual tension just grows more and more every day. I just know that if we dated we'd just have all sorts of kinky sex.
well, best not to dwell.