nilloh

for the first time in mt life I'm scared.

Tomrrow I find out how my life will go.

I scares me really. I don't know what to decide really....a lot of my friends from thetrolley ( my local bar) said don't do it you'll never be the same.

I'm looking at 20 months overseas....if I went now I would be E1....if I wait til I have my two degree i'll be e5.....but that is 9 months off

it's really funny because the first time in my life I want to and feel like I should do something.....yet I have all of these apprehensions. I know I will be overseas immediately once boot camp is done.....it's kinda scary to think about......

yet for some strange reason I feel like I would be making a difference, which is something I've always wanted to do. <shrugs> guess I will see