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Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

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That last one wasnt a real journal so here is a real one.

My last real journal I had lyrics to a song that I sad was very important it pushed me in the direction that my art went into and is the way I fell a lot of the time I ask some one to guess the name of the band song and album, the only person to make a guess was BRINNY
And she guessed right the name of the band was tiger army the album was power of moonlite and the song was under Saturns shadow go find that song and listen to it.

So who out there is going to go to poison 's pool party I am, are you jealous LOL I hope we all have fun.


OK this is something that I have been thinking about a lot lately, as about 80% of you know I have learning disabilities it is the reason my spelling is so bad and my math skills, I always thought I was just stupid I didnt know I had the disabilities Intel my freshman year of college. So now when I say Im stupid people say no your not you have learning disabilities well what does that mean, is saying that I have a learning disability just a way for doctors to explain why Im stupid, I mean what is stupidity but a learning disability just because Im born this way does that make me smart, Im just trying to figure out the deferens for my self. Do you know how hard it is when you have to go fill out a application and they wont let you take it home with you and you have to sit there and try to make sure your spelling it all right when you know that your probable not.

It just makes me angry to see all these guys out there who have every thing they are smart they have no trouble in school they become doctors and layers, there good looking, every one likes them, all the girls want to be with them, there family buys them what ever they want and I have nothing, the only thing I have that most of them dont is my art and 90% of the world dont think what I do is real art. Is this what they talk about when they say survival of the fittest? am I the past who is suppose to die out and they are the future perfect human who are meant to be the next kings. Im just so tired of fighting I have been fighting ever since I was born and that is no lie, when I was born I was sic and had to stay in the hospital tell I got better so yes Im tired of fighting with little or nothing to show for it, I wish my head would let me give up but it wont.


And remember there are no such things as mistakes just happy accidents and tress.

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arsenic:
Hahaha! I'm such a blonde.. I had no clue what you were talking about.

All you have to do is google "animated smilies" and all these websites pop up. biggrin
Jun 7, 2005
berlinn:
hmm yeah your right. im not even sure of your real name.. what is it? you can put your name or nikonphoto. whatever. i'll know its from you either way if its from KY biggrin heh
Jun 7, 2005

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