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Well I have been working at this new job for a week now, its not much fun, it is in a factory that makes big industrial heating and cooling units, I know its not going to be a job I'm going to like very much, the work is pretty hard, the people are not bad but I know there not the type of people who would like me if they knew who I really am. The pay is ok I guess ($9.50) but its still not enough.

I wish I could work just a $7 an hr job and be happy, but I can't because of all my debt, right now I'm still more then 200 short on my bills. If I could only get like one or 2 photos jobs a week then I would be great, but I don't' even know where to look.

I went home for thanksgiving, my step dad's dog's had puppies they are so cute, we had dinner at my grandmothers house, my mom had to work so she didn't get to go, my ante had a cute dog that I had never seen before, it was so cute and it liked to play. i will post photos of the dogs in my next journal.

Me and mom went shopping on the Friday and Saturday after thinks giving, it was ok, but I couldn't buy anything.

What I hate about going home is my mom keeps trying to get me to move home, I just don't think I could live there again, there is no one I talk to there and nothing for me to do, I just don't think I could be happy there.

I love everything about Christmas, I like the music, I like the food, I like the decorations and I love getting people gifts (but I don't have any money this year) this all may be because it reminds me of my childhood, the one time in my life when I was happy, a time before I knew I was not one of the smart kids and never would be, a time before I had so much debt, a time before my life was turned up side down.

I'm not a christen, but you know Christmas is not really a christen holiday, its really a pagan holiday that got a face lift and a new name to attract the pagans to Christianity.

If you did not see my new group you should go look at it.

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