went to London last Wednesday to sign my painting & pick up my check. then train to Toronto for OCAD crazyness, Donnie Darko, dancing in the rain, jumping in puddles, amareto sours, Matthew Good amazingness/death & sleeping on my couch again.
Erin (aka roommate. but not anymore. so. ya) found guy from school she knew at the concert. & though he had three classes with me he only recognised me from the naked photos Erin had used in class.
i love being invisible.
went shopping for new clothes, belt, sex toys & pretty books at Pages. felt guilty for spending lots of the money from painting... but really don't know why as its not like i need it for anything.
i have to much time to think lately.
things i should have done.
how everything could have turned out.
he still has no idea how much he hurt me.
& forgot about me so easily.
&...
"Thanks for sending in your set. We really like it. We will work on it and let you know in the next few weeks if we will be able to use it. It typically takes us between 8-10 weeks to get your set through the system and decide if we can officially accept the set. Thanks for your patience!
xoxo
Stephanie
Model Coordinator"
Erin (aka roommate. but not anymore. so. ya) found guy from school she knew at the concert. & though he had three classes with me he only recognised me from the naked photos Erin had used in class.
i love being invisible.
went shopping for new clothes, belt, sex toys & pretty books at Pages. felt guilty for spending lots of the money from painting... but really don't know why as its not like i need it for anything.
i have to much time to think lately.
things i should have done.
how everything could have turned out.
he still has no idea how much he hurt me.
& forgot about me so easily.
&...
"Thanks for sending in your set. We really like it. We will work on it and let you know in the next few weeks if we will be able to use it. It typically takes us between 8-10 weeks to get your set through the system and decide if we can officially accept the set. Thanks for your patience!
xoxo
Stephanie
Model Coordinator"
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you shouldn't feel guilty for spending what you earned.
If you should need to talk you know where to find me. You shouldn't live a life of regrets. I am sorry you were hurt. It doesn't help you to focus on the passed. You need to move on to the future.
I am glad you are feeling better. Yeah go to the doctor. I would feel very awful if anything happened to you.
I wish only for your happiness. it will get better.