nikoll

ugh. soo sick. i cant breathe.
& in the choas of packing i cant find any drugs.
i hate packing to begin with. doesnt help that i feel like death.
& have to finish by Saturday. fuck.

as of this week i am moving to Grand Bend
(no...i dont expect anyone to know were this is...)
& dropped out of school... o.O
moving back in with my dad... which will be loads of fun

im beyond caring anymore.
i just need a change.

shoot another set this morning with Jean.
the idea we had didnt work...
& then neither of us felt very inspired in his tiny basement apartment.
wishing it was summer & could shot outside.
if time was permiting would have done something else...
but its him so of course the photos are quite awesome anyways.

i want sushi. none within hours of new home instead of 5min down the street.
i should probably stick to the soup & orange juice though.
boo.

& now i need to go find something to make me feel better before my head explodes