Right so as of tomorrow i will be flying solo again, B suggested i get back out in the dating game but it's too hard.
I generally can't be bothered, finding someone that i can be bothered with is an all out task!
I have a small crush on someone that i don't even know and that is enough to keep me going right now. haha that sounds so stalker. Don't get me wrong i don't follow him or anything but i see him around my area often and just smile.
I always seem to go for people that are leaving me, and i'm generally ok with that but occasionally it hurts. This time I had fully prepped myself for it so although I will be sad no doubt i don't see it hurting.
Kat is going to come over on Thursday so will be nice to chill and I'm going to cut and dye her hair which will be fun as she doesn't care what I do so i get to be creative. I'm still in desperate need of a hair cut, haven't found anyone with the confidence to do what i want yet though.
Going out to dinner on Friday with Tim and B which will be great as I haven't seen them for ages and am in dire need of a catch up. B always seems to cheer me up, she's just classic.
Think the trains are striking this weekend so that ruined my plans to go away but all good this means i can chill and actually do some domesticated chores finally. I have been wanting to rearrange my room for a long time and just not found time to do it.
I generally can't be bothered, finding someone that i can be bothered with is an all out task!
I have a small crush on someone that i don't even know and that is enough to keep me going right now. haha that sounds so stalker. Don't get me wrong i don't follow him or anything but i see him around my area often and just smile.
I always seem to go for people that are leaving me, and i'm generally ok with that but occasionally it hurts. This time I had fully prepped myself for it so although I will be sad no doubt i don't see it hurting.
Kat is going to come over on Thursday so will be nice to chill and I'm going to cut and dye her hair which will be fun as she doesn't care what I do so i get to be creative. I'm still in desperate need of a hair cut, haven't found anyone with the confidence to do what i want yet though.
Going out to dinner on Friday with Tim and B which will be great as I haven't seen them for ages and am in dire need of a catch up. B always seems to cheer me up, she's just classic.
Think the trains are striking this weekend so that ruined my plans to go away but all good this means i can chill and actually do some domesticated chores finally. I have been wanting to rearrange my room for a long time and just not found time to do it.
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and crushes are always fun.....
i don't miss dating, though - the whole awkwardness of it, meeting people, thinking 'yes, i like this one' and then a few months or even weeks down the line thinking the direct polar opposite. grrr.
yeah, being 30 - a belated thanks for the birthday wishes - is great so far, i'm looking at things with this whole new spin, making plans with the intents on sticking to them for once, and generally just feeling RELIEVED to be shot of my twenties and all that came with them.