nikkit

so yesterday was my sister mary's birthday. i baked her this bomb ass german chocolate cake, which was the hit of the party. that and the 18 blunts we smoked. jeez. now phillip's pissed off at me. it always seems to be drama. not always always, but waaay more than im used to. the longest relationship i've been in was a year long and in that time me and danko fought like two times and they weren't even really fights. just me being pissed off or hurt and saying shitty things and him feeling bad. but anyways, i dunno about that boy. hes pretty wonderful, but his temper is worse than my dad's (which i didnt thing is possible) hes a little uptight about things like his clothes and his car and gets pissed if anyone fucks with them in the slightest way which can be annoying when you're a stoner AND very clumsy. i dunno, hes also wonderful and super sweet and hot and right now seems to be totally about the things i am : gettting high and busting rhymes. although im also trying to get back into school and get out of ghetto ass el cajon, hes trying to stay weeded and move back into spring valley, even shittier than el cajon, cuz thats his hood. i mean, hes trying to get his ged kind of and talks about going back to school. and he treats me like a princess when hes not pissed off at me. and i can tell hes really all about me and making me happy and all that. who even knows. damn, the longest entry ive written in months and its mostly boyfriend complaints. wack....