nikhita

This is where we draw the line...

Pictures were promised, but I haven't had a chance to take any yet unfortunately. I'm on here because I've just come back from seeing Failsafe (for the billionth time haha) I'm awake and I'm worried and nervous. As always.

1) Because I have an interview tomorrow for a job I really want. Not paid, just experience. But it will be useful.

and

2) I have an irrational irrational fear of people disappearing. People that I care about I mean. It's weird, but when I really really like someone I worry a lot about them, especially if we're possibly meeting and they don't reply to messages. And don't answer phones. I sometimes think I should explain this to boys BEFORE I start dating them....

So, I have a boyfriend (who is causing the above fear of deadness right now but is in general wonderful). He's 2 years younger than me (eek) a music tech student (can't stay away from music people it seems) and part time teacher/sound engineer. He's my best friend's best friend from school. Yeah, me and Ellie did a swop: she's dating my best friend from school, I'm dating hers. But he likes me for me, he thinks I'm beautiful and he likes hanging out with me and watching Doctor Who (we both drool over David Tennant...pulled an all nighter over the weekend watching all of series 3). I've never believed anyone as much as I believe him when he tells me that I am beautiful.

I'm pretty fucking happy.