One shot is all I'd ever need
Tonight I'll have you on your knees
The End. I am sat cross legged on my bed with my headphones on, plugged into my macbook, listening to my playlist shuffle between pop punk, emo and old school rock and trying to write and expos on the relevance of L'exception culturelle in french cinema. This is my first night off and alone in 2 weeks, it's a premonition of what's to come.
I miss so many people tonight. People from my past mainly, that I wish I could explain things to. Or chances that I didn't realise were offered to me by people I didn't fully trust. Introspection.
This goes out to anyone who claims to know something about nothing at all...
(Diaz I fucking miss you so much)
This past week has made me come to terms with a few things: My degree only means something to me because I do not want to fail at something I have tried to do, I enjoy speaking the languages I know and I like knowing about language/culture but the teaching here is useless, given a choice I will drop everything to work for free at something I really love and finally music really is my life. I cannot envision doing anything else, which means next year is going to be difficult, but I guess I'm prepared for that now.
This site has brought me some amazing people that I now cant imagine not being in my life. Saturday night only served to concrete that. I may not be alternative looking enough for most people, but I'm thankful I'm here. Disco, Sky, Kit, Clio, Leilani, Bow, Shaine, Machiko, Keiko, Squee, Anarchie, Lolo, Miyo, ferretbite, Bellica, TheQuestion, Ortus, CreamyGoodness, JohnStitch, mat8drb, Vortex, Markplusbeer .....I could go on forever
Thankyou for reminding me that there is more to life than those things worth losing.
Tonight I'll have you on your knees
The End. I am sat cross legged on my bed with my headphones on, plugged into my macbook, listening to my playlist shuffle between pop punk, emo and old school rock and trying to write and expos on the relevance of L'exception culturelle in french cinema. This is my first night off and alone in 2 weeks, it's a premonition of what's to come.
I miss so many people tonight. People from my past mainly, that I wish I could explain things to. Or chances that I didn't realise were offered to me by people I didn't fully trust. Introspection.
This goes out to anyone who claims to know something about nothing at all...
(Diaz I fucking miss you so much)
This past week has made me come to terms with a few things: My degree only means something to me because I do not want to fail at something I have tried to do, I enjoy speaking the languages I know and I like knowing about language/culture but the teaching here is useless, given a choice I will drop everything to work for free at something I really love and finally music really is my life. I cannot envision doing anything else, which means next year is going to be difficult, but I guess I'm prepared for that now.
This site has brought me some amazing people that I now cant imagine not being in my life. Saturday night only served to concrete that. I may not be alternative looking enough for most people, but I'm thankful I'm here. Disco, Sky, Kit, Clio, Leilani, Bow, Shaine, Machiko, Keiko, Squee, Anarchie, Lolo, Miyo, ferretbite, Bellica, TheQuestion, Ortus, CreamyGoodness, JohnStitch, mat8drb, Vortex, Markplusbeer .....I could go on forever
Thankyou for reminding me that there is more to life than those things worth losing.
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clio:
whoa what the hell was he doing in the UK?? his myspace is myspace.com/aaronolder you should message him. his he doing well? xoxo ps Christi said hi
clio:
duh who could forget a face like yours!