nik

i will probably be living out of my suitcase for a few weeks to come.
i'm restless.
i go through these stages where for awhile you can't get me out of the house.
i just want to hang out and read, or do something crafty... just lounge in my pjs and comfy clothes all day.
then i get restless and would rather be anywhere but home.

i stayed in toledo wednesday - sunday.... and i will probably be heading back there tomorrow.
one of my best friends from high school goes to college up there and she lives 5 minutes away from a club i'm working at now...
this is us back in high school:

they called us shortstack and 4foot9.
she is the only person i know that is smaller than me.
i <3 her.

i got my costume! alice. it suits me.

i think i may be dancing at trauma the thursday before havana!! i'm excited but really nervous.
i don't want to make a fool of myself so i haven't decided if i am going to or not yet.
i don't know how i will do without a pole... i've become so used to revolving my entire dancing and routines around pole work and pole tricks.
i think i may have forgotten what it is to dance without a pole.

havana is coming!!! its so close.