everything's going really well. i had a good weekend with my best bud alex. he's breaking into commercial photography, so watch out, cuz he's good! we will think up a set to do, but doubt i could post them here, as they're his images. i'm ready for full time therapy to be done. everyone keeps giving me sad faces because it's my last week. but...
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meconqueso:
sighs.
so i just don't do lonely well.
i am having a hard time, still, with friends.
they just aren't here in whitby, they are spread out.
or they are too busy to hang out. or too lazy.
i get all panicky and upset if i have to spend too many nites alone in my house.
and Rob is getting tired of seeing me alot....
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so i just don't do lonely well.
i am having a hard time, still, with friends.
they just aren't here in whitby, they are spread out.
or they are too busy to hang out. or too lazy.
i get all panicky and upset if i have to spend too many nites alone in my house.
and Rob is getting tired of seeing me alot....
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surfer_rosa:
I'm in whitby from time to time... feel free to hit me up for a hang-out, if you're that lonely 
curss:
There is NO shame in needing people...even I need them around sometimes...and I openly profess to hating humans haha...but I know what you mean about being alone too much...I'm usually pretty good with my own company...but some nites I can't sleep and I feel like I'm climbing the walls...plus I've had a couple of friends cancel plans I was really looking forward to recently...so- yeah- ya start feelin a little rejected...you can come visit any time you like hun...all you need is the cash to get here and back home...I'll treat ya the rest...stay as long as you like...we could both probably use the companionship hahaha...we'll talk soon...xoxo
still doing well.
keeping off here a lot so i'm boring (on my profile)
sorry.
i don't care to bitch much anymore,
i only do it all day now, well at least five days a week
i am finished my program at the end of october.
but i am already much, much healthier.
and proud
go Nihly!!
Much Love, xoxo
keeping off here a lot so i'm boring (on my profile)
sorry.
i don't care to bitch much anymore,
i only do it all day now, well at least five days a week
i am finished my program at the end of october.
but i am already much, much healthier.
and proud
go Nihly!!
Much Love, xoxo
meconqueso:
MUAH! Loves ya!
el_duderino2:
hoozah - go nihly
things are going very well despite the heavy stuff i'm doing.
i kept an open mind with the substabce abuse program, and even though i didn't think it applied to me, meco was right, there are alot of things that were said that can apply to everyday life.
my parents feel like i'm consistently the best i've been in a long time, at least two...
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i kept an open mind with the substabce abuse program, and even though i didn't think it applied to me, meco was right, there are alot of things that were said that can apply to everyday life.
my parents feel like i'm consistently the best i've been in a long time, at least two...
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meconqueso:
Congrats on the feelings of wellness, and great job of taking care of yourself with your bedtime. I miss fall colors, and seeing them on a canoe trip sounds absolutely delightful. The freaking leaves don't change color here! Take care of yourself, but don't forget me!
curss:
You do what you gotta do to feel better...don't worry bout me-I'm a big boy hahaha...miss you and we'll play catch-up soon...I'm glad to hear your "classes" are helping you...have a great Thanksgiving!
xoxo-curss
xoxo-curss
first week of group sessions done.
i have been streamed into my groups for next week and they put my in the substance abuse program too.
i think this is funny. cuz if you know me, there's nothing to worry about.
room still in chaos. things looking better on the social front, sort of.
tiffing with Rob. a joint a day is habitual drug use...
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i have been streamed into my groups for next week and they put my in the substance abuse program too.
i think this is funny. cuz if you know me, there's nothing to worry about.
room still in chaos. things looking better on the social front, sort of.
tiffing with Rob. a joint a day is habitual drug use...
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meconqueso:
Good for you and your sessions. One thing that I've found out from my dad and his AA meetings, is that a lot of the lessons in substance programs are quite applicable to life in general.
I was amused at work this week. The state paid me to create a pot logo. It was an anti-pot logo, but there I was drawing a plant and getting paid for it.
I was amused at work this week. The state paid me to create a pot logo. It was an anti-pot logo, but there I was drawing a plant and getting paid for it.
0rigin:
rehab is for quitters! haha im only kidding?
how have you been my dear?
how have you been my dear?
cleaning cleaning cleaning
this house suffocates me, honestly! but i am getting away this weekend, out with a g/f i haven't seen in awhile, to party in TO, and Rob's friend's bday on Saturday. also, my dad's brother fromAustrailia is here with us the two nights, so that adds to the chaos. mostly cuz he's staying in my sister's old room, where i shoved most...
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this house suffocates me, honestly! but i am getting away this weekend, out with a g/f i haven't seen in awhile, to party in TO, and Rob's friend's bday on Saturday. also, my dad's brother fromAustrailia is here with us the two nights, so that adds to the chaos. mostly cuz he's staying in my sister's old room, where i shoved most...
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meconqueso:
I bet your whole family has awesome accents. I'm jealous. All I get around here are hicks. Southern wouldbe one thing, but hicks are different.
You have a good weekend too!
You have a good weekend too!
curss:
miss you hun...
Chanel, I came across her a while back before i got my side piece done. and then i randomly found her again so she's in my faves, because she has writing all down her side...hot...
sometimes i catch rob kind of caressing, if you will, that spot. he really likes that tatty. not so thrilled about the other one. he's says it's too bad it's...
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sometimes i catch rob kind of caressing, if you will, that spot. he really likes that tatty. not so thrilled about the other one. he's says it's too bad it's...
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elly:
Thanks so much!
pedronz:
NZ for xmas! --- thats in the middle of our summer! --- good move.
It'll be nice and hot down here... good beach weather!
where are you staying?
It'll be nice and hot down here... good beach weather!
where are you staying?
I'm trying my darndest to work up the motivation to clean up my room, it's just such a big job having pretty much given up on it for three months.
I hate clothes right now. I hate that I feel like I have to look like a walking commercial everytime I step out. Hair, (i don't do make up, really), the shoes the purse, the...
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I hate clothes right now. I hate that I feel like I have to look like a walking commercial everytime I step out. Hair, (i don't do make up, really), the shoes the purse, the...
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meconqueso:
When did it get cold? It's still freakin hot here.
A very big congratulations on making it through your parent's vacation on your own. Big hugs.
So all done with work now? What's next?
A very big congratulations on making it through your parent's vacation on your own. Big hugs.
So all done with work now? What's next?
curss:
glad to hear things are going well...I just realized that you're my only friend on here that isn't an SG...and the only one that bothers to "talk" to me...hahahaha...sigh...sad eh?
we'll msn soon hun...nite.
we'll msn soon hun...nite.
A State Of Normalcy:
Oh honey of a new day!
That breathes new life
Unto wilted lips,
Like the bursting ecstacy
Of a first love's kiss
This, no longer hellish simpering
This, no longer rapturous bliss
But somewhere in between
Where nothing is anything
Where everything is something
And it is what it is.
Oh honey of a new day!
That breathes new life
Unto wilted lips,
Like the bursting ecstacy
Of a first love's kiss
This, no longer hellish simpering
This, no longer rapturous bliss
But somewhere in between
Where nothing is anything
Where everything is something
And it is what it is.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
thank you... been a tough year that is the 3rd death in the family this year. Sigh.... I am not taking it too well. Spent a lot of time taking care of my two grandmothers the last year or so and to have both pass away this Summer is wearing hard on me. Oh well....
curss:
...I just hope you're wandering around the forest for good reasons...don't get lost out there sweetie...talk to ya soon...
everyone is absent from this, but that is because i haven't been active on their's.
i just don't do much these days, including spending time here so i'm sorry.
work will be done soon and everything will be back to normal... ish.
as far as my routine anyways. which i am really really looking forward to!
ten more days, ten more days....actually 8 working days...
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i just don't do much these days, including spending time here so i'm sorry.
work will be done soon and everything will be back to normal... ish.
as far as my routine anyways. which i am really really looking forward to!
ten more days, ten more days....actually 8 working days...
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blood_drips_slow:
bout damn time i miss you alot im sad wit out you 
u took me off ur friend list im really sad now. me got tears.
u took me off ur friend list im really sad now. me got tears.
blood_drips_slow:
im sorry i did not know that bothered you. i stop writing it.