nihly

i'm back, but there's always a let down in returning from a good trip

mostly facing all the crap waiting to be done when you get home...

i declared spending the most money at the border, but really it was spent on me

spoiled spoiled... and rob, who took care of the cat twinkie while we were away...

was waiting to greet me at my...
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everything is super good, but i am starting to become really stressed about money. cuz i just can't stop spending it, especially when you have a lot of time on your hands... it's when you tend to spend the most. right now i'm spending alot treating my guy to some nice clothes he can wear out (chirstmas shopping. now that i no longer need anything...
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today i raked the leaves in the front against all odds (lol way too windy, would have been comical to watch)

i went to durham college to look into getting back to my program in the winter and good news, easier than initially thought

i went to the gym for the second time in two days and tried my first spin class in about 5...
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time change, blah.

now the evenings will drag byyyyy

so i am going back to the gym.

i had an awesome weekend

NIHLY

ahhh. i went to circa last night.

crazy!

new big bar in toronto.

i wore a bustiere, which by rob's definition is "a long bra". he said he was dressed better than i, and that i'm an elaine dancer...

i was drunk. very drunk. but i am still a sexy ass dancer, at least in my mind.

rob's friend wants to see my boobs. i...
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i found my libido again! it just needed a lil' dirrrrty talk. i forgot my love for dirty talk, how could i do such a thing?

and like that *snap* it's back.

anticipation is half the fun, it's the turn on.

i used to play this game with an ex where he couldn't touch, he could only watch. touching got him a playful smack and...
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yeah i had a good halloween. it took me the better part of the day to carve my pumpkins, oh man. but they were successful enough.

i watched the craft while i was doing it. that movie plays a fucked up role in a piece of my past i'm not proud of, but it was good to watch it again 8 years later and see...
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tonite is halloween so YAY! i am finishing the halloween decorating today, and then i'm going to have a drunken good time at durham pub with my girl amy and a friend that just got back from travelling all over europe since last april (?). a long time, anyways.

so i just started reading The Law of Attraction: the Teachings of Abraham. it's not what...
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and that's all she wrote. full time therapy is done. i feel really good. i feel happy and relieved.

unfortunately, a girl from group just found out she has cancer and i won't be there next week, or any longer. but i hope she will be ok, and she has a fighting spirit, so i'm sure she will be. she made me a card cuz...
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