sometimes i feel like i just want to scream:
"FUCK YOU LIFE! FUCK YOU WORLD! you think you can try to break me? i got through that last shit, what more have you got?! BRING IT! I'LL FUCKING OVERCOME THAT SHIT TOO!!!"
cuz i'm still here, and yeah i get down but i'm still kicking and fighting this BS. and i get tired but eventually...
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"FUCK YOU LIFE! FUCK YOU WORLD! you think you can try to break me? i got through that last shit, what more have you got?! BRING IT! I'LL FUCKING OVERCOME THAT SHIT TOO!!!"
cuz i'm still here, and yeah i get down but i'm still kicking and fighting this BS. and i get tired but eventually...
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brocklee:
I expect to see alot of Adventourous pics from you 
meconqueso:
those are some mighty big hops. Do you think your arms are strong enough to get all the way there? I mean, I know you've been working out, but still! Flapping AND carrying all that luggage has got to be difficult.
i'm almost 23 and i feel like i have no friends
i just feel very...stuck, here.
like i still have yet to make a best friend
my best girlfriend is not really the best girl friend one could have...
ever since i came back home to whitby it has been really hard to make friends
friends-making opportunities are not presenting themselves very easily
and i...
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i just feel very...stuck, here.
like i still have yet to make a best friend
my best girlfriend is not really the best girl friend one could have...
ever since i came back home to whitby it has been really hard to make friends
friends-making opportunities are not presenting themselves very easily
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bridgetwnpeddler:
You know best friends seem to come and go. They are there a few years and then maybe there is none for awhile then maybe another. The seem to ebb and flow with the tides of your life.
Your current situation is probably more related to being home alot without other activities getting you out of the house than anything else. School and work would alleviate that when they start back up. Don't fret too much I am pretty certain this is just a passing phase....
Your current situation is probably more related to being home alot without other activities getting you out of the house than anything else. School and work would alleviate that when they start back up. Don't fret too much I am pretty certain this is just a passing phase....
meconqueso:
you can see you aren't the only one who has the problem, but that doesn't really make the loneliness of the situation any better. Have you tried working on any art lately? Perhaps you can dive into creating something to focus some of your recent angst.
And also, hugs.
And also, hugs.
aha!
i am not the only one responsible for the fizzling sex life.
someone needs to get better acquainted with the puss.
i know the lack of kitty love is due to inexperience, but really...
it's hard to not take personally when past guys were begging to play with kitty.
and i keep mine super groomed and clean. so it is offensive. feels like, anyways....
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i am not the only one responsible for the fizzling sex life.
someone needs to get better acquainted with the puss.
i know the lack of kitty love is due to inexperience, but really...
it's hard to not take personally when past guys were begging to play with kitty.
and i keep mine super groomed and clean. so it is offensive. feels like, anyways....
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padre:
any way what i was trying to say is that... im taking it personally offensive that this is an issue... you are suck a doll... get this kids head right!
curss:
men of all ages the world over support the puss hunny...it's the only real thing we all can agree on...
clothes are frustrating. worn out, stained
can't find the ones you love again
never have the right thing to wear for events
take too much time to fold nice,
but if you don't they lie on the floor for ages.
and fucking girls clothes, you're out of fashion in a month.
i think i've ranted this before but i'm just irritated'
and tryin to remind...
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can't find the ones you love again
never have the right thing to wear for events
take too much time to fold nice,
but if you don't they lie on the floor for ages.
and fucking girls clothes, you're out of fashion in a month.
i think i've ranted this before but i'm just irritated'
and tryin to remind...
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padre:
didnt know you bow to fashion... black shirt black pants... well black everything keeps me out of the fasion but it keeps me looking good... at least in my eyes ha ha...
what you gonna do to your hair? some girls look smoking hot with no hair at all... either way hope you share pics with us ha ha...
what you gonna do to your hair? some girls look smoking hot with no hair at all... either way hope you share pics with us ha ha...
meconqueso:
it's got to be the hair. I can't believe you're having bad hair days. I'm SO disappointed
I went shopping yesterday and bought some very bland looking clothes. I'd like to venture out into more color, but without a girl or gay boy there to help me, there is no way I'm going to try and buy them for myself.
Congrats on getting your news out to your parents. I'll be online alter tonight if you want to chat about it.
HUGS
I went shopping yesterday and bought some very bland looking clothes. I'd like to venture out into more color, but without a girl or gay boy there to help me, there is no way I'm going to try and buy them for myself.
Congrats on getting your news out to your parents. I'll be online alter tonight if you want to chat about it.
HUGS
i'm just really exhausted today. i guess last night was very draining. i fell asleep at about 8:30pm on a friday night. i'm cool 
my parents were extremely supportive and they are still processing the news. so we'll see. i had a day out with my mom and despite being exhausted, it was good. i got some nice things to put together as a gift...
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my parents were extremely supportive and they are still processing the news. so we'll see. i had a day out with my mom and despite being exhausted, it was good. i got some nice things to put together as a gift... Read More
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padre:
What do you have planned for the weekend aside from making photo albums?
padre:
that all worked out for you... i cant stand going anywhere with couples... its just been that way for me since i was in highschool... but since you're fine with it than right on... its good for the two of you to have your own social gatherings, especially for you... hope you have fun
today is the day i do the hardest thing i have ever done.
and i feel good.
i just want my life back, i want my sense of humour and fun back.
closure is finally here
NIHLY!!!
ps: Happy American Thanksgiving!
and i feel good.
i just want my life back, i want my sense of humour and fun back.
closure is finally here
NIHLY!!!
ps: Happy American Thanksgiving!
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snarky:
Yayyyy I am special enough to get added
Oh how I feel so very loved here!!!
Oh how I feel so very loved here!!!
bridgetwnpeddler:
Hey what? WHat happened?
I thought I told you what I did for work before? I am sure we went over all that.
I thought I told you what I did for work before? I am sure we went over all that.
everything solved. now i feel better.
(solved for now anyways. )
NIHLY
(solved for now anyways.
)
NIHLY
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padre:
Well you got all that solved in a day... I'm happy things were settled and you found the source of your discomfort... you should have more days like that ha ha...
meconqueso:
Everything solved? EVERYTHING?! You know where the missing sock goes to?
i'm pissed. i'm finally applying for my universities, and in canada its done with an onlie form. back four years ago, when i applied for the first time, it cost $85 to apply for you first three choices. and that was it. so why the fuck do i now have a fee of $110, and a supplementary fee of nealry $200?!
WTF!!! so i look...
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WTF!!! so i look...
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padre:
Well pretend you do... What procedure would you have to say to me... What messanger do you use?
meconqueso:
Yes, you focus on you. The way that he is messing up his own life does not have to bring you down too. If it does have to end, take the good from it and don't focus on the bad. And keep moving forward. you know I always gots da hugs for you.
once again, rob's mouth has done a lot of damage and i'm very upset at him.
since this is a really big week for me, i just want to back off with him.
thursday i am going to my first funeral (not for my relations, but a family friend's)
and then the same night to therapy with my parents to get closure on my assault...
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since this is a really big week for me, i just want to back off with him.
thursday i am going to my first funeral (not for my relations, but a family friend's)
and then the same night to therapy with my parents to get closure on my assault...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
yeah he handled that very poorly. Girls like to know what to wear to these things... seems either was clueless or did not care and placed you in a position to be embarassed in front of a lot of people. Social situations are not your strong suit to start with so it all just compounded.
He fucked up.
Sorry hon.
He fucked up.
Sorry hon.
curss:
hey babycakes...sorry you're on the outs with your guy right now...maybe he'll come around and figure out he fucked that up real bad...you didn't do anything wrong then-so just stick to it and see how he re-acts...i hope you 2 can work this out...he seemed to be doing so good for you...
anyways...we'll talk soon
nite nihly
anyways...we'll talk soon
nite nihly
meco and i play riveting games of scrabble on facebook.
you're jealous i know
too bad he's ruthless and is kicking my ass, but he's still not as good and the computer "robot" player lol
i swear, it makes up it's own words, i'm convinced. sneaky thing.
today i had a migraine so nothing got accomplished. nice friday night.
but after my trip i don't...
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you're jealous i know
too bad he's ruthless and is kicking my ass, but he's still not as good and the computer "robot" player lol
i swear, it makes up it's own words, i'm convinced. sneaky thing.
today i had a migraine so nothing got accomplished. nice friday night.
but after my trip i don't...
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meconqueso:
You know you love a good beating every so often. I've played the computer a few times and the last time, I actually beat it! I won't go back, there is no place to go but down from there. I will gladly share some strategies and tips.
I'm so proud of you getting to such a healthy place. :-)
I'm so proud of you getting to such a healthy place. :-)
bridgetwnpeddler:
So you won't watch any film that is a fictional portrayal of a real person? Seems you must miss A LOT of movies. Great flick... truly great performancy by Kidman and Downey.
Yeah I did not want a yard to take care of. I have a little space out front to plant the way I want and a nice large deck in back to relax and bbq on.. read the paper in the morning with a cup of coffee etc. It is perfect for me.
Those photo's are so old... I have done so many updates since then. Those were from like the first week after I moved in.
Yeah I did not want a yard to take care of. I have a little space out front to plant the way I want and a nice large deck in back to relax and bbq on.. read the paper in the morning with a cup of coffee etc. It is perfect for me.
Those photo's are so old... I have done so many updates since then. Those were from like the first week after I moved in.