nihly

I like your poem...it's very sad tho...I wish I had some magic solution for us both...but I'm stumped right now...I hope you start feeling better soon...I'm not really very talkitive tonite...sorry hun.

You're def. the sweetest maple kiwi

P.S. You've got an amazing bod babe!!

YAY!! That's my girl

I was checking out your newly posted picamatures, some very cool stuff, but I had to say that I love Yellow Submarine. That movie rocks.

When someone doesen't know you well, they can have an interesting insight into you that is unaffected by emotion... Sooo care to know what I see from afar? You are bright, creative to the point where you get in your head too much sometimes, searching for your true place, a total survivor, incredibly strong, incredibly weak, very spiritual, incredibly beautiful, alot to offer the RIGHT person...sound like you? I can tell you that as you get older it will get easier. Especially for you because you are willing to grow. (Hence Yoga etc.) I have a feeling that you are pretty awesome and I'm a great judge of talent!

you always wann have fun haha.. i do always have fun acually haha.. u shoudl come hang out wih tme haha

Ha ha...does it make me a weirdo that new shoes have made me so happy?!

I'm ok I just got in a Debbie Downer mood, lots of reaons, they just kinda pile up until the good stuff gets crowded out and all you can see is the bad shit...i am manufacturing a lot of worries for myself too and have been really insecure this week...and my anxiety has been kicking around at a constant going from a level 2 to 5 the past week as well. blah. Then i just feel bad, sad, isolate myself from the world, get lonely, and kinda want to die. ya. but i'm ok now i think. i would never do anything about it anyways. this is my normal cyclothymic stuff, it just bothers me more now when i am working hard to combat those feelings but they come on anyways.

fortunatly this too wil pass. Just always remember that, things move, change and pass in directions you never expect and see coming. Good or bad it always ebbs and flows.

well, sister bitches aside, it sounds like you had a good day. Can't wait to talk to you and get some more dish. enjoy your jammies.

lovely dovey sex in the missionary is fine.... but damn gotta throw some gas on that fire and light it up or it gets boring.

hurray for 420 and raving with the girls. Sounds like a nice evening.

Hehe, I totally know the clean the house to make life seem as though it has order. In college my home was never so clean as much as when I had studies to do!!

my whole apartment = sty at the moment. I get lost in it but I made a cool arse fort in the loungeroom out of a quilt and couch. No-one will find me in there....nobody.

that's a nice spot. one of my many favorites on women. It appreciates you right back.

My favorite spot today is my right collarbone (clavicle for smart peeps like me!)...it's SSSSEEEEXXXXYYY!!!! Just remember you're good enough, you're smart enough, and gosh darn it people like you! Have a good day!

One of the things I had trouble with in acting/singing/dancing is that every single time you go out there, and especially for an audition, you are specifically being judged. I've made contact with a couple other artists on hee too asking them about their techniques and tools. so I've made that step too.

LAUNDRY! I'm doing laundry too! what are the odds?! crazy world. Don't worry about Crush, you just be you and let nature take its course.

and as i said before HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG

im sending hugz hugz and more hugsz your way dollface.....
surgery for what??? is everything ok?