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The Things You Say That Are Stupid:
I wish this conversation to be rewound
I'd watch you swallow every word
Or the wind had come to scatter them away
Before they'd any chance to be heard.
I'd rather choose deaf and soundless
Over receiving what you just said
Thoughtless thoughts like that
Should never travel far from your head.
Learn when to just stay quiet...
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I wish this conversation to be rewound
I'd watch you swallow every word
Or the wind had come to scatter them away
Before they'd any chance to be heard.
I'd rather choose deaf and soundless
Over receiving what you just said
Thoughtless thoughts like that
Should never travel far from your head.
Learn when to just stay quiet...
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xxxoooxxx:
how was ur weekend dude? did u get laoded?? i went shirtless rollerbladeing up in witby again i tryed callin u haha but again diddent have ur number haha..
wat u doin this weekend? come to toronto.. my band is playina show on friday nighttt at the opera house come chceck it outtt
wat u doin this weekend? come to toronto.. my band is playina show on friday nighttt at the opera house come chceck it outtt
curss:
You're sweet...thank you...
I promise myself this summer shall be a summer where I :
keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again
and crush offered to do it too, even if we don't know properly and we makes asses out of ourselves it will...
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keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again
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0rigin:
Why have I not seen you at the velvet elvis! Tell me when you are going!
I love it there, and am there alot! I can walk there from my house
I love it there, and am there alot! I can walk there from my house
0rigin:
haha oh the only reason im lonely is she is sick now too, so we dont want to make each other worse! as we have different illnesses. Lisa is a cool gal (owner of the VE) im sure she would have no problem hanging some of your work up!
getting back to work has been a difficult adjustment it seems.
i've been down a lot lately and randomly crying, getting dizzying spells, sleeping at weird times and getting insomnia at others.
i have been working at half my normal capacity all year and taking thinggs slow so all of the physical labour and the long days are taking their toll, and i've come to...
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i've been down a lot lately and randomly crying, getting dizzying spells, sleeping at weird times and getting insomnia at others.
i have been working at half my normal capacity all year and taking thinggs slow so all of the physical labour and the long days are taking their toll, and i've come to...
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arch:
hope things get better for you im here if you ever need to talk i have a BS in phycology i always thought that was ironic BS in pshcology i can sure bullshit but anyways love ya
curss:
You know what...I drove out to that park today and almost shit my pants...it looks so fuckin amazing...I've never seen it look so sexy...so I thank you for doing such an awesome job...and I just want to remind you that as long as you know you're working hard...that's all that matters...we don't get alot of praise in this world...so sometimes we gotta stroke our own egos...consider it a bit of necessary arrogance...but don't go looking for kind words from others...you might be lookin for a long time...I know you've busted yourself so far...and anyone else that matters will know that too...
"And I know you have a heavy heart
I can feel it in your kiss
So many men before me
Have thrown their backs out
Trying to lift it..."
"Most days I just want to step outside of my own heart
Go walk under a cloud full of stars
And hear nothing but the wind..."
I'm trying to trust. It's very difficult. Especially when I'm...
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nihly:
my inches this weekend were of my left shoulder, my right baby toe (it basically has no toenail, they just are too weak to grow much so it needs some love. VDay calls my feet "Bubbly toes" after the jack johnson song, and then monday was my "island" a little patch of skin on my tummy that doesnt tan. right now it is burnt but when the burn subsides, it'll be there. tuesday was a tooth. the one to the left of my front right. it has a line/crack down it just on the surface. i don't know why. it's unique. its not an inch tho, but it's a part anyways...
curss:
Hey Nihly...how you doin tonite?...sounds like you've been busy and tired hahaha...
oh so many things going on and too little sleep!
met up with people home from school thursday, after I got home, after I should have gone to sleep... chicken wings and free drinks = just too tempting to pass up.
more sweeping sand out of grass at work. i think my arms are going to fall off! but the weather's getting nice down there,...
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burmilla:
oh girls!
it sounds you agenda is full of things!
don't forget to take a rest! it is good to keep beautiful!
haha
luv,
it sounds you agenda is full of things!
don't forget to take a rest! it is good to keep beautiful!
haha
luv,
brocklee:
REst is always good especially after a few days of rockin out..
raking sand out of grass sound stupid to you?
ya it did to me too lol. but that was the order of the day...all just to be blown back onto it later because the city won't devote a couple rocks to act as a barracde to prevent it from doing the same thing over and over.
because there's no money for us. because city council...
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frenchy:
I like visible abs... soooo sexy 
_gone_:
i love your photography .. vibrant colors & juxaposition .. my dad was a photog & his forte was flowers, yours reminded me of his, so i thought that i would mention it .. i was in the anxiety group building courage to post my problem when i read about your nightmare .. i'm sorry to read that you still have sleeping problems ... i had them in the past & still do sometimes .. so i just exhaust myself the day after one of those nights & i have no choice but to sleep ..
take care lady .. btw the pic of your dad reminds me of mark twain ... tis cool
take care lady .. btw the pic of your dad reminds me of mark twain ... tis cool
Owwwww. everything hurts, and I am SUPPOSED to be in better shape this year!
Yesterday was raking wet leaves and loading them onto the truck, taking them to dump at Parks HQ,
Today was spreading wet woodchips with pitchforks over a woodlot that has been cleared out this year (used to be more treed but police wanted it thinned out).
And our boss boss wants...
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Yesterday was raking wet leaves and loading them onto the truck, taking them to dump at Parks HQ,
Today was spreading wet woodchips with pitchforks over a woodlot that has been cleared out this year (used to be more treed but police wanted it thinned out).
And our boss boss wants...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Yes I know who Ciggs is. I pay attention to more than just the cute booty shots in your blog.
When my last grandfathers Parkinsons had progressed so far and he was in the nursing home... I really did not visit either. I still feel guilty about that but it was a horrible place to be. he was truly a great man in my eyes and I still think that. To see what he had become was so hard for me.
The wheel has many aspects. But for one small piece of it I will see that having a Mortgage makes it difficult to truly step off. I only really learned this in the last year with my first home.
As for children. You are right. It is finding someone I would want to raise children with that is the difficult part!!
And if I feel the wheel has it's grip on me with a mortgage I can only imagine the way it must feel to have children totally dependent on your care and ability to provide.
When my last grandfathers Parkinsons had progressed so far and he was in the nursing home... I really did not visit either. I still feel guilty about that but it was a horrible place to be. he was truly a great man in my eyes and I still think that. To see what he had become was so hard for me.
The wheel has many aspects. But for one small piece of it I will see that having a Mortgage makes it difficult to truly step off. I only really learned this in the last year with my first home.
As for children. You are right. It is finding someone I would want to raise children with that is the difficult part!!
And if I feel the wheel has it's grip on me with a mortgage I can only imagine the way it must feel to have children totally dependent on your care and ability to provide.
brocklee:
awwww...no worries if you dont think u are muito gostosa...youre lovely in everyway...
u must have read my past blog entry??
u must have read my past blog entry??
wtf to blogs posting twice...geeze
the real post is a blog back please!
the real post is a blog back please!
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nihly:
meh too lazy to post tonite, tomorrow. did too many things and now past my new work-schedule bedtime hahaha, no really i need to force myself into bed or i will be up all night. MUWWAH!
leandro_sg:
Bed.... so goooood!!!!
xoxo honeyyyyy!!!
xoxo honeyyyyy!!!
ooooh this is one tired girl. she had one tired boy in her bed last nite (who is still sweet as hell) but promised she would stay awake to get him up to go home. he won't sleep over yet until he's met my parents a bit more, such a gentleman. so i stayed up late and sleepy crush got to do his thing, while...
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curss:
Hahahahah...yeah goooooooo you!!!...you sound in higher spirits when you know you're lookin after yourself properly...hope you have a great day...we'll talk soon hun...
brocklee:
Next time someone pokes you ..just kick em in the crotch ...or strike em in the throat...works all the time

I am jealous.
PS...
I think you are doing the right things. I think you have a handle on your situation probably better than you know and much better than others who face the same challenges. In the future you will look back on this period and be rightfully proud of how you perservered. After that you will always know you can handle it.
I know this from my own life and experience.
I think that you're gonna have a great summer with that attitude!