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So thanks for my song Brocklee, hope there's more coming soon, cuz I"ve already danced to it about a million times around my room lol. It's awesome!!!

Hmmm so ya I guess Dave leaving (losing my work partner) really triggered off my anxiety because I do this thing, which is shitty, called "denial", I even deny my denial, and I have myself totally fooled...
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brocklee:
aww no worries sweets...im sending u more of them .=)
minxie:
Again, no reassurance....you are not normal, no one feels this way EVER...oh and word on the street is that you smell. smile Ok so if you put your arms out RRRREEEEEAAALLLLLYYYY wide and I do the same it'll be like getting a hug from Chicago. GO! OOOO!!! That was a nice one!!! Hey it's Thursday! Which means it's almost friday, which means it's officially 11 days until my birthday!!!! If you're interested, I would like that pony I was always promised. Thanks! Try and have a better day Sweetie!

XOXO kiss kiss
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NEW NAKS ALBUM DONE> CHECK IT OUT "FIELDS OF FERNS" :

For those who can appreciate nature, nakedness and poetry all at once, check out "Field of Ferns" in my pics.

And if you can't read and watch at the same time, this is what I wrote, inspired because one day walking home I decided to take a route that I wouldn't usually go, and...
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el_duderino2:
eeek eeek love love love love love smile
vavoom. I grew a bit then.

I also use this place for a good vent. I cant use myspace anymore cos my mum is on my friends list haha. funny chicken. it's nice to be able to make connections with people all over the world whilst still retaining a feeling of anonimity.

i like your poetry also - like the word twirl - yeeah.

You seem to have a lot of tactics to deal with yo things - it's good to keep practical. I know that I feel best when I'm busy. no time for introspection and such.

anyway I'm going to do some looking at nihly cos she's kind of hypnotised me a bit. biggrin love

yep wink
brocklee:
IM SENDING YOU A SONG IN A COUPLE OF MINUTES...youre gonna love it.. love
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If feel very alone and bored tonight. I tried to do some things to keep myself occupied, but my anxiety just won't let me be. I could search for reasons why it is back, but really what's the point? It's just back and bothering me, and anyone could find reasons...so i don't know. but i'm going to post something nice tomorrow i hope, so i...
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brocklee:
GIRRRL....u need to give good ol brock a call wink
frenchy:
MUAH!!! kiss
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HOPE YOU ALL HAD AN AMAZING LONG WEEKEND AMERICAN FRIENDS!!!

I want a certain someone to come home. and i just found out it's longer to see him than i originally thought.

i lose my work partner soon frown , sunday is our last shift so i want to do something nice and get pics. i'll bring my camera. we're gonna hang out tomorrow after our...
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hell_cat:
thanks hun! ive been going to the gym since that post and i feel so much better. not that im seeing results that quickly but it really does make you feel more energetic and put you in great moods.
im dying to buy summer clothes! if only i had the money..hopefully really soon.

Cursive is amazing, they will always be one of my favorite bands that i can listen to without ever getting old. You really can't go wrong in my opinion, i would suggest their whole discography to be honest. Domestica sems to be their most popular album though. enjoy! xo
emma:
hey beautiful!

the band is CSS and they are the cutest thing since rughuggers!

im so bored, goddamnit.
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Poem? Long. Venting about the things I was thinking about earlier this week that get me down. Perhaps you will see why. Because really I have trouble dealing. Understandably, surely. Title? Um...

Permissionless

So you acted as my friend.
What a good liar
You played it
so well.
Too bad I caught you in the act
Red handed,
in such a shameful way
You were...
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meconqueso:
Yeah, my Mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in October and has been going through chemo since then. So yesterday they did her mastectomy and she got to go home from the hospital this afternoon. So she was in and out in less than 24 hours.
frenchy:
I'll make sure to shoot some sexy pics for ya smile
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I busted ass at the gym yesterday. I went for dinner and drinks after with my trainer. It was fun, i got buzzed and then watched the bachelor propose...hahaha just get over with it already so i can get to bed!!! they dragged it out so long.

i weed whacked all day today. My arms are going to feel like they'll want to fall off...
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nihly:
ahhhh everything hurts just like I knew it would. i feel like i got run over. i'm going out to weed and edge our garden, which should really just be referred to as a patch of dirt cuz the rabbits destory any chance of life happening there. we'll see.
bridgetwnpeddler:
Weed Whacking all day? What is this job you got?

My Trainer never took me out for drinks! Hrrrmmmm... but I did go out a few times with my yoga instructor.
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So it's very cold at the park right now. And this morning very cloudy. It made a pitful attempt to rain. Just enough to darken my mood further. All because, really, when you are left to do mindless tasks such as picking litter off the ground, and you have to keep reminding yourself to every once in a while to look up from your boots...
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jenniebomb:
Yeah I'm finally done school! Forever! I ended up getting an A on my thesis which totally rocks, and I started my new job last week, kinda boring for now since I just sit at a computer all day, meh it pays well! Went camping in the rain this weekend and got completely shitfaced while hovering next to a campfire all day but my tent was all wet inside frown Man I love camping!
0rigin:
Hey, sorry to hear your a little down in the dumps, it happens to the best of us!
So many songs say that life is like a highway, but its not. Life isn't smooth, it's got mountain peaks and valleys and rough terrain.. just keep on travelling because you never know what elevation your on next!
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meconqueso:
Thanks. I've actually started taking a few pictures of myself. It's part of accepting me for me. A slow process.

You and your parents all rock.
meconqueso:
dew
poo
shoe
moo
coo
too, to, two
tu tu
cuckoo
jew
spew
woo
who
to name a few... wink
g'nite
thanks for the support
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I posted some of my artwork here in a new album. It's all out of order as far as when things were made and I'm photographing in bits and pieces. I don't have the set up to photograph the art properly yet, so they are not always the best quality but you get the idea.

A couple more books just came in the mail for...
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curss:
I'm still around...just not all the time hun...but I'll be there when you need me...
meconqueso:
My ex and I have agreed to the Friday night overnights and that I can pick him up from school and thus avoid having his grandma come over, but since it hasn't been put in writing yet, his school won't let me. Right after i got off the phone with grandma, I called the ex to tell her we at least needed to get the letter done saying I could pick him up. That shit is just ridiculous. The whole thing is ridiculous,but right now that is the most frustrating part.
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Sounds like your 18 year old is a lot like the 21 year old that just left my work. I tried being nice to him for a good 3-4 months until he just took advantage of that, then I had to be the hardass boss. C'est la vie. Net weekend is a holiday here too. I was meaning to ask you if y'all had something too. Wat holiday is it for you?

I'm having a good time with my buddy in Orlando right now. I should be online Sunday night if you're around.
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****NEW PICTURES, MY ARTWORK OLD AND NEW***, being added in bits and pieces...

I said I would post this, to some, so here it is. It is a bit long so bare with. It is worth it, as always haha.

This is a poem I wrote in grade 10, but still rings as true as it did then. In fact I used in for an...
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frenchy:
Fred is a lucky bastard biggrin
brocklee:
i wish i had writing skillz love
and numb chuck skillz
and doll hugging skillz wink