So the hospital made me super super angry yesterday. when i went to the ER three weekends ago for suicidal thoughts and very vivid imagery going through my mind, which obviously got me very scared, a pretty significant breakdown, i did the right thing, the hard thing, and did what i had to do. and all they did was fuck me around royally the whole time. i think i posted all the mistakes they made, but i just found out one MAJOR one which just tops it all the fuck off.
the psychiatrist i saw for the crisis intervention team didn't write down on my record that i was there for suicidal thoughts and for fear that I might injure myself. he wrote that i was overly stressed about school. and NO ONE got in touch with my psychiatrist to push up my appointment. My pshychiatrist was sitting there asking me why i hadn't gotten in touch with him (or his booking staff) well fuck! I asked then on that weekend that they push up my appointment from APRIL and put me on the wait list for an earlier appointment even.
we waited a week to hear from them then my psychologist intervened and she got in touch with the staff and thought she'd booked something but again we waited about a week and nothing. so finally my dad phoned and got me in and they are asking me why i didn't get in touch? not only that but when i inquired after my april appointment to find out exactly when it was, they had gone and cancelled it and had failed to inform me of that.
so i guess the next time i feel suicidal, i need to either be bleeding or require a stomache pump before they take me seriously? because the way i was treated is really unencouraging for possible future events.... i am on some anti depressants now on top of my other meds and some natural supplements my dad's recommending which have no drug interactions so i should be normal nihly again soon. but i have been in a depressive state for SEVEN WEEKS, and the hospital didn't help me out at all. FUCK THEM!
NIHLY
*sighs* and all i wanted to do last night was make rice krispie squares. no-go. stupid boyfriend.
the psychiatrist i saw for the crisis intervention team didn't write down on my record that i was there for suicidal thoughts and for fear that I might injure myself. he wrote that i was overly stressed about school. and NO ONE got in touch with my psychiatrist to push up my appointment. My pshychiatrist was sitting there asking me why i hadn't gotten in touch with him (or his booking staff) well fuck! I asked then on that weekend that they push up my appointment from APRIL and put me on the wait list for an earlier appointment even.
we waited a week to hear from them then my psychologist intervened and she got in touch with the staff and thought she'd booked something but again we waited about a week and nothing. so finally my dad phoned and got me in and they are asking me why i didn't get in touch? not only that but when i inquired after my april appointment to find out exactly when it was, they had gone and cancelled it and had failed to inform me of that.
so i guess the next time i feel suicidal, i need to either be bleeding or require a stomache pump before they take me seriously? because the way i was treated is really unencouraging for possible future events.... i am on some anti depressants now on top of my other meds and some natural supplements my dad's recommending which have no drug interactions so i should be normal nihly again soon. but i have been in a depressive state for SEVEN WEEKS, and the hospital didn't help me out at all. FUCK THEM!
NIHLY
*sighs* and all i wanted to do last night was make rice krispie squares. no-go. stupid boyfriend.
xo