ok. i will stay here. i even changed my profile pics for you...and said i love you...because i don't feel so "flawed" anymore.aren't you lucky?!
i'm working away at school. it's getting done. i don't feel so panicky anymore. i am not worrying about cigs. i got to see some friends i hadn't seen in a long time last night. i miss them. and they are all working so... argh!
i can't believe i have to start school all over. it is annoying. they were making plans for travelling and live on their own.
i want to live downtown next year with some nice people. i hope
and i would like to study interesting things so it won't bug me when i'm in school and people are working.
really, at my age and as a girl... you go travelling for awhile and delay the real world for as long as possible OR you work, get bored, and look to start up a family way OR you work, get bored, and go back to school...
i got to give two of my best guy friends their presents from NZ, which they really liked. I haven't even seen them since i have been back, everyone's so busy. I crashed at alex's house.
There was something that felt "off" when I got in the house and things were really clean... so I asked where Coal, their black lab was. He died when I was on my trip.
I am really sad about it and, oh man, i cry at everything... i think it kinda got alex teary too. But alex grew up with him, so it's understandable, a boy and his dog.
He was the coolest dog. He was fat and happy and he always greeted you at the door. I don't like bigger dogs, but he was the best and my favourite. Even more than Dallas (don't tell Rob!) really crappy.
I'd rather have Coal greet me at the door then come to Alex's house cleaned and dog hair-free. He was just the coolest fucking dog.
Anyways. On to happier things my friends...
Maybe when Alex and I do some collaboratives with me posing, he'll let me post them on here. He's a good photographer, but I just want to do everything naked, of course.
A girl from class told me she hated being naked. I told her she's crazy (body hate). I do everything naks if possible. I clean naked, watch TV, cook... pretty sure the mail man's seen me in my underwear...which I found out happens to be one of Rob's friend's dad. OOPS lol.
Enjoy your weekends.
LOVE NIHLY!!!
i'm working away at school. it's getting done. i don't feel so panicky anymore. i am not worrying about cigs. i got to see some friends i hadn't seen in a long time last night. i miss them. and they are all working so... argh!
i can't believe i have to start school all over. it is annoying. they were making plans for travelling and live on their own.
i want to live downtown next year with some nice people. i hope
and i would like to study interesting things so it won't bug me when i'm in school and people are working.really, at my age and as a girl... you go travelling for awhile and delay the real world for as long as possible OR you work, get bored, and look to start up a family way OR you work, get bored, and go back to school...
i got to give two of my best guy friends their presents from NZ, which they really liked. I haven't even seen them since i have been back, everyone's so busy. I crashed at alex's house.
There was something that felt "off" when I got in the house and things were really clean... so I asked where Coal, their black lab was. He died when I was on my trip.
I am really sad about it and, oh man, i cry at everything... i think it kinda got alex teary too. But alex grew up with him, so it's understandable, a boy and his dog.
He was the coolest dog. He was fat and happy and he always greeted you at the door. I don't like bigger dogs, but he was the best and my favourite. Even more than Dallas (don't tell Rob!) really crappy.
I'd rather have Coal greet me at the door then come to Alex's house cleaned and dog hair-free. He was just the coolest fucking dog.
Anyways. On to happier things my friends...
Maybe when Alex and I do some collaboratives with me posing, he'll let me post them on here. He's a good photographer, but I just want to do everything naked, of course.
A girl from class told me she hated being naked. I told her she's crazy (body hate). I do everything naks if possible. I clean naked, watch TV, cook... pretty sure the mail man's seen me in my underwear...which I found out happens to be one of Rob's friend's dad. OOPS lol.
Enjoy your weekends.
LOVE NIHLY!!!
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they're my favourite band (according to last.fm)
i find it the same here too - either they don't know the muzak i like or they are kinda too mainstream to take a chance.
checkity check - last.fm/user/ry_style
yeh that's me alright.
i, for one, would love another nihly set - clothed or nay, either would be beautiful in book.