i had a great weekend. spent with some of my favourite ppl.
though mr. cigs might appear as a cocoroache in my dreams,
i still miss his company sometimes. just talkling to him online
gets me a huge stress reaction. i would like to hang out with him
if we could be friends, but i don't think either of us is able to do that,
ommitting our attractions. and i'm really determined to stay committed to rob...
so i might see cigs in a "safe" environment to chill this week
like a daytime friendly lunch meet. but we'll see. dangerous territory, nihly.
other than this concern, i'm just about ready to get on my way to NZ.
6 days to go my friends!!! how was your weekends?
LOVE NIHLS
though mr. cigs might appear as a cocoroache in my dreams,
i still miss his company sometimes. just talkling to him online
gets me a huge stress reaction. i would like to hang out with him
if we could be friends, but i don't think either of us is able to do that,
ommitting our attractions. and i'm really determined to stay committed to rob...
so i might see cigs in a "safe" environment to chill this week
like a daytime friendly lunch meet. but we'll see. dangerous territory, nihly.
other than this concern, i'm just about ready to get on my way to NZ.
6 days to go my friends!!! how was your weekends?
LOVE NIHLS
just dont bother going out any time soon with this guy is my suggestion...i say that only cuz YOU yourself admitted it was dangerous territory... cuz for whatever reason you said it it is...
my opinion? the lesson to be learned here is NOT how to get along with someone from your past that was toxic for you but how to finally let them go and be done with it.