nihly

well,

i guess because of the feedback i know now that people miss that part of my profile, so i am changing it back to what i want.

everything's good with me. i have gotten to see my girl alot this week. i have gotten to see Rob and things are working out better. I am not happy still with the amount of pot he's smoking on a weekly basis, but i can't do anything about it. it's a losing battle.

i went shopping yesterday for skinny jeans and boots. i had a hard time finding warm, inexpensive and somewhat fashionable boots that weren't UGGS or UGG knock-offs. but i managed, and they're roxy too. ooooh. and three pairs (yes, three, i am bad) of jeans in different washes: a dark grey, a dark denim and a regular denim. to add to my light grey and black, i think i have the full array now. they were required as it is pretty much the inescapable style to wear skinny jeans that tuck into your boots, so i'm afraid i was forced into the purchase by fashion's fickle-ness. poor Nihly

lol.

this weekend is my 4month anniversary. my best guy friend alex is home tonight so i hope to see him. i can't have a full convo on my cell anymore because rogers sucks and it keeps cutting out. so i don't know for sure if he is here tonight. i hope so. tomorrow is a pre-christmas christmas dinner with the family and rob and maybe amy. we're going to play games after and then maybe rob and i will meet up with his friends at a bar for some dancing. (i have the perfect jeans for that now! haha)

i just cleaned a bunch of bathrooms so i can get paid. yes, paid. i get paid for my chores as a deal to help me pay off my visa while i am a student. i am officially a student again. i completed my returning to studies application for the winter to do my art program and i also completed my app for my university choices. i just need to mail out my transcripts.

but now Nihly is broke she has enough to see her through until NZ. but after...she will have to just throw herself into her studies because she has $400 to her name. and Visa bills, and my hair to do yet. which is also a ridiculous amount, you men don't even know...but on the bright side i have connections to a catering firm and will apply for when i get back. the perfect job as it will be mostly weekend evenings, and i'll be making money instead of spending it.

worrying causes me really to think and plan ahead. i don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. i think in moderation. i am trying to keep it moderate. it's pretty easy when i have something so awesome to look forward to. i feel like i got jipped now on my last four years, so i'm can't wait for a fresh start doing what i want to do for ME. hooray!!!

I love me. I love my SG buddies too,

NIHLY!!!