everything is super good, but i am starting to become really stressed about money. cuz i just can't stop spending it, especially when you have a lot of time on your hands... it's when you tend to spend the most. right now i'm spending alot treating my guy to some nice clothes he can wear out (chirstmas shopping. now that i no longer need anything myself, i can completely justify spending when it's for someone else. vicious cycle)

because he works 6 days a week from 6am to 8pm he's up and at it, and all his money goes towards school debt and lawyer fees (he got dragged into a court case years ago, he was blamed for a crime he didn't commit) i'm estimating his debt at $40-50 grand.

needless to say, he hasn't alot to spare. but my guy works so hard and has his priorities so straight, and i love him, i'm treating him nice and buying him the things he won't get for himself.

and i am a good shopper so even if it means i need to get a job next semester while i'm at school, i will spoil him. and then when we go out, it doesn't have to be all stressful. he'll have some nice stuff of his own.

so i'm thinking of catering jobs, or jobs through the school. i have some connections, catering doesn't require much training and it's flexible. i can work hard when i need to. plus, i forgot i actually did pass some courses last semester, i didn't fail out on everything. i don't know WHAT i passed, cuz i never even checked online. i just said fuck it, but that means i have a reduced course load which may mean less money being spent on school, and more free time to allow for a job somewhere in there.

art takes up alot of time. i am so looking forward to being back at school around people socializing during the day and doing some good work and learning. i miss school. i'm a school nerd. we are a nerd family...

nerds are cool, ok?

so i'm gone tomorrow early, off to upper NY state and a bit of Vermont on an all expenses paid road trip with the parents. some family bonding time. some shopping while the US dollar is down haha. sorry guys but it's good for us... and some getting me out of the house. oh, and good steak dinners too? nice scenery? first stop: lake placid.

i'll be back wednesday. don't miss me too too much hehehe.

lots of love to my SG buds...

NIHLY