oh boo to boring nights at home alone...on saturdays...geeze...my fault too kinda. i guess im a bit of an unmotivated homebody at the moment. I just would like summer and the heat to be over. i love fall.
i don't feel like bitchin in detail but im tired of work. very. i may start looking for a new job now so i can just slip on out and in to something new...it looks like i probably won't be going to school in the fall. i will prolly do hardcore therapy and try a parttime job.i have a good resume, so i trust i can find a half-decent fall job. i just need it for more income...not a good saver this summer.
and i feel bad going out with rob now, i dont want him paying for things. a couple years ago he was blamed in a robbery he didnt do and the lawyer's fees he owes, well they were $30 grand, he's paid back $10. pretty admirable for his age. about 80% of his pay each month goes to his sister who he loaned the money off of to clear himself of the charges...but she is buying a house and has a fiancee (wedding coming up) so, more than ever now the debt needs to be gone. and now the banks calling about his student loans
i don't want to contribute to his money spending but i'm afraid i can make it disappear quick. so i just want to make sure i have enough to get through for sure this year, and have enough for us to have fun...no loans, no people paying for me, and of course, NZ at christmas!!!
which I need to start looking forward to. I need to start allowing myself to look forward to things. I need to start letting myself be happy in general. It's time.
NIHLY
i don't feel like bitchin in detail but im tired of work. very. i may start looking for a new job now so i can just slip on out and in to something new...it looks like i probably won't be going to school in the fall. i will prolly do hardcore therapy and try a parttime job.i have a good resume, so i trust i can find a half-decent fall job. i just need it for more income...not a good saver this summer.
and i feel bad going out with rob now, i dont want him paying for things. a couple years ago he was blamed in a robbery he didnt do and the lawyer's fees he owes, well they were $30 grand, he's paid back $10. pretty admirable for his age. about 80% of his pay each month goes to his sister who he loaned the money off of to clear himself of the charges...but she is buying a house and has a fiancee (wedding coming up) so, more than ever now the debt needs to be gone. and now the banks calling about his student loans
i don't want to contribute to his money spending but i'm afraid i can make it disappear quick. so i just want to make sure i have enough to get through for sure this year, and have enough for us to have fun...no loans, no people paying for me, and of course, NZ at christmas!!!
which I need to start looking forward to. I need to start allowing myself to look forward to things. I need to start letting myself be happy in general. It's time.
NIHLY
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He is just lucky he had it, if he had not it could have turned out much worse for him. But it still holds him back in his life that is a large load to carry.
NZ? Ooooo Fun. A friend of mine is the US Ambassador to NZ.... you can stop by and say hi. He has two daughters about your age and they are party hounds for sure!!! LOL.
Glad to hear things are still rolling along ok with Rob.
Take care,
Sean