i'm bummed about having to be back at work
a month and a half to go and the money is sorely needed
i don't know what i am doing with myself ever
i have felt slightly depressed the past week, and now, obviously, that my vacay is over
but that is probably from the bump to my head. it gives symptoms of depression...
meh. the house is in chaos because of renos being done to the kitchen and bathrooms
i sleep in the basement b/c i have given up on keeping my room clean.
rob calls me his girlfriend now to ppl because it's just easier than explaining things, and i guess that is ok.
mostly i just want to leave, like i always want to when i feel like this. quit work and live with laurel in guelph painting houses...
maybe next summer if it looks like i can't get a job where i have straight days mon-fri instead of this rotating shift crap.
shifts makes my life seem all muddled and up-side-down, nothing ever gets accomplished.
i do have a nice tan though, and i did get away for a bit. i'm glad.
my best friend amy may not be coming back to whitby after all. i will be very sad if this is the case, but then everyone at my age is just trying to do what's best for themselves.
these are selfish times. i am no exception. but i am by no means the worst.
to whom may have been told of this, i went to the doctor's and i am all clear. of everything. finally. year and a half...
WHEW! yes
ok buddies, ttyl
NIHLY