HEY!
ok well i did some shitty stuff, morally. (by someone else's morals, not MINE). but i feel better (itallicas on the "I")...I don't know about other people, I think the feel like shit and kinda helpless.
Mark REALLY doesn't know how to deal with me when i have an episode like that, and unfortunately he called at really bad times when I was freakin and got yelled at and hung up on. Ya I feel bad kinda, but I told him he really needs to either clear out then and let me be around the people who know me who can help (cuz he doesn't understand enough yet) or become a part of the solution.I said I was sorry too, many times. I'm not a total bitch.
He's so sweet, and I think I might fail at this miserably, but I will try. But he is still around, so that's a good sign, right?
I will write later, I'm off to work *sighs* clean up after a big ass, closed the whole park down shing dig.
yay. (sarcasmic)
NIHLY
ok well i did some shitty stuff, morally. (by someone else's morals, not MINE). but i feel better (itallicas on the "I")...I don't know about other people, I think the feel like shit and kinda helpless.
Mark REALLY doesn't know how to deal with me when i have an episode like that, and unfortunately he called at really bad times when I was freakin and got yelled at and hung up on. Ya I feel bad kinda, but I told him he really needs to either clear out then and let me be around the people who know me who can help (cuz he doesn't understand enough yet) or become a part of the solution.I said I was sorry too, many times. I'm not a total bitch.
He's so sweet, and I think I might fail at this miserably, but I will try. But he is still around, so that's a good sign, right?
I will write later, I'm off to work *sighs* clean up after a big ass, closed the whole park down shing dig.
yay. (sarcasmic)
NIHLY
meconqueso:
all you can do is try. sometimes things work out, sometimes someone's hangups get in the way. try to enjoy the ride
curss:
hey you...how you been since this last "incident"?
