nihly

psssht

i just want to get wasted

skinny dipping? don't dare me, consider my clothes gone

you're in way to deep my friend. better get your head above the water if you know whats good for you....




and just an apology to go out:

Dear Kiri,

I'm sorry I sometimes I hate you. I'm sorry I wish you dead.

I'm sorry I didn't protect you. I'm sorry I didn't respect you enough.

I'm sorry for locking you in your room away from the rest of the world where you can't breathe, when I know it only perpetuates the problem.

I'm sorry you just can't cope. I wish I could help you with that, but I just don't have the answers.

I'm sorry I'm lying right now cuz ya I know them, ya I do sometimes, but I just don't believe enough in you to help you see it through.

I'm sorry for all the times I thought you were crazy, when you weren't. And telling you that didn't help.

I'm sorry you just can't see yourself. Standing in front of the mirror isn't enough, you should know that by now...

But apparently you don't.

I'm sorry you have a wall behind your wall and you only let some in through the first. And that you made the second one invisible....that's trickery.

I'm sorry that when other people say you're doing well, I just don't believe them. I know I am too hard on you sometimes. All the time, who am I kidding?

I'm sorry you are going to do what you are going to do tonight, and if you don't regret it, you'll feel like aheartless bitch, even though you don't want to regret it. You said for so long, "no regrets", right?

Wrong. You're riddled with them now.

I'm sorry I just don't love you enough. I'm working on it.

LOVE (sort of)

NIHLY