nihly

The Things You Say That Are Stupid:

I wish this conversation to be rewound
I'd watch you swallow every word
Or the wind had come to scatter them away
Before they'd any chance to be heard.

I'd rather choose deaf and soundless
Over receiving what you just said
Thoughtless thoughts like that
Should never travel far from your head.

Learn when to just stay quiet
Just stay quiet please,
The things you express ruin all my work
And only feed my mind's disease.

So hush, darling, hush
Hush so I'm ok,
And we can be friends.
Hush, darling, hush.
I beg you hush
Avoid need for later amends.

This back and forth, this push and pull
It ultimately tears me apart
Why can't you lend a silent moment
So I can mend my ragged heart?

There has been enough damage
Still existing from many times before
It would be appreciated if your mouth
Could refrain from doing more.

The awful seeds your words plant
Within my worn out self
This girl doesn't need growing into something else
Requiring yet more help.

So hush, darling, hush
Hush so I'm ok,
And we can be friends.
Hush, darling, hush.
I beg you hush,
Avoid need for later amends.

This weekend was kind of lame too. But Vday and I have devised a plan for dealing with each other...For when he puts his foot in it again and says something else idiotic.You need examples, I can give them. I'm not just being overly sensitive. But anyways, I am happy to be working night shifts this week finally. Whew! No more seeing 6 am. at least for five days...

NIHL