I promise myself this summer shall be a summer where I :
keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again
and crush offered to do it too, even if we don't know properly and we makes asses out of ourselves it will be funny
go rollerblading, on trails and especially with an old friend i've been meaning to call up. i feel bad, i let him slip through the cracks a bit.
so, reunite with my old friends, who should, some of them, be returning from school. i do miss them.
attempt to learn some guitar. i have an awesome one just sitting here, it only gets a lil' use when crush comes over. he wants to turn some of my poems into songs...i could prolly write some with him playing...
my dad offered to help me learn tuning and a couple friends know guitar/play, and then i may just pay for a few starter lessons then fuck around on my own. i need something to do with my hands to keep the anxiety down, which would also occupy my mind. and i love to sing soooo
finish some of the books i want to read for pleasure. i have a tonne. there's about five that have been started and not really finished. ouch! haha, and magazines too. so behind on those.
read some of the books i have for therapy, there's four! they are like workbooks...i have to be careful to pace myself through them cuz they can get overwhelming and upsetting.
go skateboarding with my two buddies, my best friend and a friend i met through him, just to learn how to move on the thing lol. it will be jokes. im not too too bad. first pay cheque maybe?
do more of my art that i have just kept ideas stashed for, and do more photography, my two friends mentioned above will also encourage me in that, dust off my D70 and get to it again!
plus get pics of my art put up on here, for you guys to see.
go to the cottage whenever possible. this could be a challenge as i only get a weekend off per month but we shall see. they keep it open late into fall too...
learn some pool again, properly, and go pubbing with Curses!!! I PROMISE
go to as many city parties as I can. I didn't last year because I was nervous driving BUT...
I am going to work at driving more. ease back into it. because i am a really good driver, i just lack confidence and i got stressed, with good reason (an accident), so i have nearly stopped. but this summer i'll get back to it.
more swimming! crush invited me to be poolside as much as I want when he gets back and it's warm, and at my club there's an awesome pool. he just wants to see me in a bathing suit haha
my favourite summertime pasttime...patio hopping. I love all the fruity, slushy, girly drinks. out in toronto, and here locally. i want to go to the Velvet Elvis more and sit on their roof top patio under the stars and have good times with friends.
running with my two guys from st. kitts, who are my running buddies when possible. i run at nite, it is the only circumstance under which running is ok with me. i have a goal i am trying to reach, distance wise. it also helps me get out and appreciate my neighbourhood, which doesn't get done alot anymore when you're older and have cars to get around in all the time.
more karaokee. i am allowed to make an ass out of myself sometimes.
write, write, write. and work on my scrapbook. i have a lot to put in it. everything. it is me. it is for in case anything ever happens, so my parents can know the me they didn't get to know, and all the experiences they weren't with me to see, good and bad and everything. i write everything, i want to, about those moments that have shaped me, and the people from my past who helped in that too (shaping me and my experiences).
very important things.
so that's it. tomorrow maybe i will write you a story. a moment, a shaping one. so you can know me in the tiny little pieces i present you, then piece them together to get tothe whole. it's the best i can do. (ohhh postmodernism, you are so messy)
sometimes, it seems there's only words...it can be frustrating. i'll try my best. please, if you do read my blogs comment so i know, or at least PM. because i'm tired of having friends on my list who never say anything. i value the friends i have made on here who actually give a shit and take the time to read to the end of my posts.
THANKS. LOVE. NIHL.
keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again
and crush offered to do it too, even if we don't know properly and we makes asses out of ourselves it will be funnygo rollerblading, on trails and especially with an old friend i've been meaning to call up. i feel bad, i let him slip through the cracks a bit.
so, reunite with my old friends, who should, some of them, be returning from school. i do miss them.
attempt to learn some guitar. i have an awesome one just sitting here, it only gets a lil' use when crush comes over. he wants to turn some of my poems into songs...i could prolly write some with him playing...
my dad offered to help me learn tuning and a couple friends know guitar/play, and then i may just pay for a few starter lessons then fuck around on my own. i need something to do with my hands to keep the anxiety down, which would also occupy my mind. and i love to sing soooo
finish some of the books i want to read for pleasure. i have a tonne. there's about five that have been started and not really finished. ouch! haha, and magazines too. so behind on those.
read some of the books i have for therapy, there's four! they are like workbooks...i have to be careful to pace myself through them cuz they can get overwhelming and upsetting.
go skateboarding with my two buddies, my best friend and a friend i met through him, just to learn how to move on the thing lol. it will be jokes. im not too too bad. first pay cheque maybe?
do more of my art that i have just kept ideas stashed for, and do more photography, my two friends mentioned above will also encourage me in that, dust off my D70 and get to it again!
plus get pics of my art put up on here, for you guys to see.
go to the cottage whenever possible. this could be a challenge as i only get a weekend off per month but we shall see. they keep it open late into fall too...
learn some pool again, properly, and go pubbing with Curses!!! I PROMISE
go to as many city parties as I can. I didn't last year because I was nervous driving BUT...
I am going to work at driving more. ease back into it. because i am a really good driver, i just lack confidence and i got stressed, with good reason (an accident), so i have nearly stopped. but this summer i'll get back to it.
more swimming! crush invited me to be poolside as much as I want when he gets back and it's warm, and at my club there's an awesome pool. he just wants to see me in a bathing suit haha
my favourite summertime pasttime...patio hopping. I love all the fruity, slushy, girly drinks. out in toronto, and here locally. i want to go to the Velvet Elvis more and sit on their roof top patio under the stars and have good times with friends.
running with my two guys from st. kitts, who are my running buddies when possible. i run at nite, it is the only circumstance under which running is ok with me. i have a goal i am trying to reach, distance wise. it also helps me get out and appreciate my neighbourhood, which doesn't get done alot anymore when you're older and have cars to get around in all the time.
more karaokee. i am allowed to make an ass out of myself sometimes.
write, write, write. and work on my scrapbook. i have a lot to put in it. everything. it is me. it is for in case anything ever happens, so my parents can know the me they didn't get to know, and all the experiences they weren't with me to see, good and bad and everything. i write everything, i want to, about those moments that have shaped me, and the people from my past who helped in that too (shaping me and my experiences).
very important things.
so that's it. tomorrow maybe i will write you a story. a moment, a shaping one. so you can know me in the tiny little pieces i present you, then piece them together to get tothe whole. it's the best i can do. (ohhh postmodernism, you are so messy)
sometimes, it seems there's only words...it can be frustrating. i'll try my best. please, if you do read my blogs comment so i know, or at least PM. because i'm tired of having friends on my list who never say anything. i value the friends i have made on here who actually give a shit and take the time to read to the end of my posts.
THANKS. LOVE. NIHL.
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
I love it there, and am there alot! I can walk there from my house