Dilemma:

two boys.

one is definitely going to get hurt...

but it is obvious in my mind that i should choose the one i've like from the start, even though it is a risk as to whether it will amount to any kind of committed relationship or not in the future (i seem to be comfortable with it: either way, i will be fine) where feelings are now being fully reciprocated;

OR

"settle" for the safe option: the guy whose friends, family, dog I love, who always comes up with awesome ideas of things to do, who reeeeeeeeeeally likes me, and who would be a good boyfriend for sure from the start, but he has had to grow on me to get me into liking him...

It is not a good idea to settle. And Nihl does not want a boyfriend RIGHT NOW. She has her own shit to focus on. Innnocent dates here n' there are fine, but boyfriends right now is a no. So, unfortunately, she has a tough conversation to face, because things with both boys have been progressing at relatively the same rate, and there is a point at which a decision NEEDS to be made, to be fair to the other party.

Because, obviously, neither wants to share lol.

PS: Nihl is also sad that Curses will be off for a week, movin into his new lovely apartment. She will miss him til he comes back. And any of those lingering fireflies of HIS shall be squashed if they continue to upset... MUWAH!


EDITED: NEW ALBUM!!! SHOEEEEEEESSSSSS!!!