nihly

Dear Today,

I love you. I got to sleep in worry/anxiety free (how unlike me!) lazin in bed and listening to music until 2pm. And THEN when I awoke from my beautiful slumber, not only was it the loveliest, nicest and sunniest weather we have had thus far (good mood points there), I woke up with perfect hair! Perfect bed head hair!!! (double freakin good mood points). I would Like to thank blood_drips_slow for gettin me to do it last nite (hehehe) because I don't think that the results would have been quite the same if he hadn't had some part in my fixing it at 1 am.

Then I shot some lovely photos for you, my SG friends, of my new shoes that I'm obsessed with. I think you will enjoy them once I have done all the work of shrinking the file sizes and the cropping that making a new album (Shoes, it will be called) entails. So pls don't bitch at me until I do this, just cuz I told you it's coming. It is coming and I promise it will be good but it will take time and it will be, once again, a friends only album

I swear to god my trainer tried to kill my last nite via exercise. After my lil shoot at home, I was off the my massage therapist's and boy, did he have some work to do. I discussed with him some of the exercises I'm doing, weight lifting and pretty much full on freakin atheletic training. He thinks its ridiculous. I think so too. I am in a very good place right now with my body image and I don't really need hardcore training. I couldn't freakin breathe!!! I don't want a super tight ass and sculpted abs for the summer, thank you very much. It's just fine as it is now, and i DO NOT need to lose any weight!! I feel so terrible for the people who come into Extreme Fitness who actually have weight/body image issues, because the ideas these ppl will put in their heads...well, it's just not right and as my therapist and I were joking, Extreme's training programs are just a tad too extreme hehe.

That's my piece. More therapy tonite, and then, if not the movies (if I can't find myself a date,) then I am going to have a very lovely date with myself watching the movie "Secretary" with my fav. actress, Maggie Gylenhaal, n' folding laundry.

And guess what? I am perfectly content with that.....UNLESSSSS on of you's could be so kind to send me over a sweet lil' puppy so I can take it out for walks in this lovely weather. And some cute rain boots for the next time it decides to shower for me. Yellow with something nice on it like duckies or pandas, so it can match my umbrella, pretty please, thank you!

LOVE Nihly...

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I just posted this to sweetbones's comments on her profile but i'll share it with you guys too since it is something I saw which pissed me off the other day, like really le grrrrrr.

I have had, since I've been very active on here lately and so have been chatting about my SG activities a bit in my daily life, and sometimes I like to share the site with outsiders....pause for run-on sentence...um I have been having alot of "debates" if you will, about whether the site is PORNOGRAPHIC or not. Do not get me started. Anyways, here's the post:

I HATE getting into those stupid close minded arguements. Do you know the fashion industry has photos published daily in their glossy magazines which, by the way, sit in doctor's offices and in people's living rooms that have far more riske pictures than some of the ones on here? (i said SOME haha)

I just watched the last America's Next Top Model, where the girls did a photo shoot and they had to pose in a situation showing off some way in which they had been "murdered" by another model. The gore and blood they had, I said to my friend "Now if they put those on SG they would have been Censored for sure." And yet a primetime tv show gets away with it....

sit on that for awhile you nay-sayers (which would be none of you here...i'm just preachin to the choir but still...)

Love all of YOU who love to be lovely as yourselves!!! NAKED OR NOT.

LB