nihly

Lovely weekend. BMX show Friday night with buddies from school. My crush attempted and landed three forward flips. Go him!

Went to my best friends house afterwards, unbeknownst to his girlfriend, who hates my presence near her boy (stupid girl), so he had to lie but we chilled and i guess I'm just going to have to deal with sneaking hanging out with him until summer and he finally breaks it off with her, because he's tired of being bitched at every time i visit (did I mention he's one of my best friends?) I got drunk and slept like a log, then dragged him around shopping the next day. He gave me a half hour limit for H&M which I of course stretched to an hour, most of which he spent standing outside of the change room. I doubt he will ever go back there with me again.

I'm all shopped out now. Pretty satisfied with the wardrobe. No items left that I can't wear cuz there's nothing to match anymore. Wicked shoes coming out of my ears.

Tonite, UFC with the boys, the friends of the guy who took me out on Vday. We have sort of patched things up. I think he's trying to accept that things will never happen but I hung out with him n his buddies Thursday and they all said they miss me and he just needs to get over it cuz they at least know we aren't right for each other. And they still want to chill with me. So I'm gonna chill with them with or without him. As bitchy as that may sound, I don't care. I spent a lonely couple of weeks trying to get used to not chilling with them anymore and it was no fun. So, tonight should be good.

Plus I have done some self help reading and it has been...very helpful!!! So all goes well for once. As for my crush, he seems to think the more we hang out the easier it'll be to move into the friends zone. I tend to disagree and I may hang out with him a bit less. Perhaps I will just get over it. It's retarded, cuz I just want hugs and to hold his hand, really. So hanging out, while fun, also bums me out. Time to concentrate on other things. Like the friendships I'm working on reviving and patching up. And moving forward with my art and personal goals.

So have a good relaxing Sunday ppls!!