I had a horrible, horrible nightmare last night. It happens when my anxiety gets super bad. But I get all trapped in my sleep and even if I think I've woken out if it, I'm not, I'm just in another layer of dream or really confused. I hate sleep problems. I get really violent, gorey nightmares that are very disturbing to me. So this one had made me pretty sad.
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Friends here in Florida are going to be tough to come by. The thing is, the people that I'm usually friends with are artsy people. People with different views on things. People who like to create things. The people that I work with are... rednecks. Very nice people, but rednecks. That, and I only really interact with one person my age on an everyday basis. The rest are 20 years older than I am.
Sigh