today i raked the leaves in the front against all odds (lol way too windy, would have been comical to watch)
i went to durham college to look into getting back to my program in the winter and good news, easier than initially thought
i went to the gym for the second time in two days and tried my first spin class in about 5...
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i went to durham college to look into getting back to my program in the winter and good news, easier than initially thought
i went to the gym for the second time in two days and tried my first spin class in about 5...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
those are huge... really great steps for you. Bravo!!!
meconqueso:
awwwwww SO happy for you!
time change, blah.
now the evenings will drag byyyyy
so i am going back to the gym.
i had an awesome weekend
NIHLY
now the evenings will drag byyyyy
so i am going back to the gym.
i had an awesome weekend
NIHLY
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padre:
whats your social issue?
padre:
wow! im doing pretty much the same thing... free room, and food... i just got to keep my stuff clean thats it... parents are awesome huh?
so do i get to here the story of the heroic kitty?
so do i get to here the story of the heroic kitty?
ahhh. i went to circa last night.
crazy!
new big bar in toronto.
i wore a bustiere, which by rob's definition is "a long bra". he said he was dressed better than i, and that i'm an elaine dancer...
i was drunk. very drunk. but i am still a sexy ass dancer, at least in my mind.
rob's friend wants to see my boobs. i...
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crazy!
new big bar in toronto.
i wore a bustiere, which by rob's definition is "a long bra". he said he was dressed better than i, and that i'm an elaine dancer...
i was drunk. very drunk. but i am still a sexy ass dancer, at least in my mind.
rob's friend wants to see my boobs. i...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
mmmm Boob Off. My favorite. Can lead to good trouble!
curss:
you don't do the thumbs up thing and the little kicks when you dance... ... ...do you?.........I'm suddenly very afraid...but I won't ever see you dancing anyways...so - meh...i've been hearing more and more about that place...sounds weird and freakishly vast...
i found my libido again! it just needed a lil' dirrrrty talk. i forgot my love for dirty talk, how could i do such a thing?
and like that *snap* it's back.
anticipation is half the fun, it's the turn on.
i used to play this game with an ex where he couldn't touch, he could only watch. touching got him a playful smack and...
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and like that *snap* it's back.
anticipation is half the fun, it's the turn on.
i used to play this game with an ex where he couldn't touch, he could only watch. touching got him a playful smack and...
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meconqueso:
ah, sweet sweet dirty talk
bridgetwnpeddler:
dirrty talk always... always brings the libido back. Put that together with a bit of anticipation and oh lord... oh lord... oh lord...
Lucky Rob.
Lucky Rob.
yeah i had a good halloween. it took me the better part of the day to carve my pumpkins, oh man. but they were successful enough.
i watched the craft while i was doing it. that movie plays a fucked up role in a piece of my past i'm not proud of, but it was good to watch it again 8 years later and see...
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i watched the craft while i was doing it. that movie plays a fucked up role in a piece of my past i'm not proud of, but it was good to watch it again 8 years later and see...
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padre:
IT'S GOOD TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE... HE'S A LUCKY GUY
THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN COOL TO HAVE BEEN DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD AND SEEING YOU WALKING HOME IN YOUR LITTLE COSTUME HA HA...
THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN COOL TO HAVE BEEN DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD AND SEEING YOU WALKING HOME IN YOUR LITTLE COSTUME HA HA...
meconqueso:
halloweenie hugs.
tonite is halloween so YAY! i am finishing the halloween decorating today, and then i'm going to have a drunken good time at durham pub with my girl amy and a friend that just got back from travelling all over europe since last april (?). a long time, anyways.
so i just started reading The Law of Attraction: the Teachings of Abraham. it's not what...
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so i just started reading The Law of Attraction: the Teachings of Abraham. it's not what...
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meconqueso:
off to Chicago! happy halloween! how'd the costume look?
bridgetwnpeddler:
A similiar phenomonon swept the nation about 10 years ago with the book The Celestine Prophecy. Similiar content... a good read and some good insights but I would not take any of it too literally. Just take it in and interpret it in your own way.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
yeah no worries there... nobody looks bad in that outfit.
bridgetwnpeddler:
HAHA!!!
The difference between you and me? People would run screaming if they saw me in it... people would pay large sums of money to see you in it.
Life is so unfair!! LOL
The difference between you and me? People would run screaming if they saw me in it... people would pay large sums of money to see you in it.
Life is so unfair!! LOL
and that's all she wrote. full time therapy is done. i feel really good. i feel happy and relieved.
unfortunately, a girl from group just found out she has cancer and i won't be there next week, or any longer. but i hope she will be ok, and she has a fighting spirit, so i'm sure she will be. she made me a card cuz...
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unfortunately, a girl from group just found out she has cancer and i won't be there next week, or any longer. but i hope she will be ok, and she has a fighting spirit, so i'm sure she will be. she made me a card cuz...
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meconqueso:
what's your costume going to be? and also YAY and HUG
bridgetwnpeddler:
I bet you will have a great costumer for Halloween! Vacation, that is what I need!!
everything's going really well. i had a good weekend with my best bud alex. he's breaking into commercial photography, so watch out, cuz he's good! we will think up a set to do, but doubt i could post them here, as they're his images. i'm ready for full time therapy to be done. everyone keeps giving me sad faces because it's my last week. but...
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sighs.
so i just don't do lonely well.
i am having a hard time, still, with friends.
they just aren't here in whitby, they are spread out.
or they are too busy to hang out. or too lazy.
i get all panicky and upset if i have to spend too many nites alone in my house.
and Rob is getting tired of seeing me alot....
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so i just don't do lonely well.
i am having a hard time, still, with friends.
they just aren't here in whitby, they are spread out.
or they are too busy to hang out. or too lazy.
i get all panicky and upset if i have to spend too many nites alone in my house.
and Rob is getting tired of seeing me alot....
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surfer_rosa:
I'm in whitby from time to time... feel free to hit me up for a hang-out, if you're that lonely
curss:
There is NO shame in needing people...even I need them around sometimes...and I openly profess to hating humans haha...but I know what you mean about being alone too much...I'm usually pretty good with my own company...but some nites I can't sleep and I feel like I'm climbing the walls...plus I've had a couple of friends cancel plans I was really looking forward to recently...so- yeah- ya start feelin a little rejected...you can come visit any time you like hun...all you need is the cash to get here and back home...I'll treat ya the rest...stay as long as you like...we could both probably use the companionship hahaha...we'll talk soon...xoxo
still doing well.
keeping off here a lot so i'm boring (on my profile)
sorry.
i don't care to bitch much anymore,
i only do it all day now, well at least five days a week
i am finished my program at the end of october.
but i am already much, much healthier.
and proud
go Nihly!!
Much Love, xoxo
keeping off here a lot so i'm boring (on my profile)
sorry.
i don't care to bitch much anymore,
i only do it all day now, well at least five days a week
i am finished my program at the end of october.
but i am already much, much healthier.
and proud
go Nihly!!
Much Love, xoxo
meconqueso:
MUAH! Loves ya!
el_duderino2:
hoozah - go nihly
things are going very well despite the heavy stuff i'm doing.
i kept an open mind with the substabce abuse program, and even though i didn't think it applied to me, meco was right, there are alot of things that were said that can apply to everyday life.
my parents feel like i'm consistently the best i've been in a long time, at least two...
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i kept an open mind with the substabce abuse program, and even though i didn't think it applied to me, meco was right, there are alot of things that were said that can apply to everyday life.
my parents feel like i'm consistently the best i've been in a long time, at least two...
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meconqueso:
Congrats on the feelings of wellness, and great job of taking care of yourself with your bedtime. I miss fall colors, and seeing them on a canoe trip sounds absolutely delightful. The freaking leaves don't change color here! Take care of yourself, but don't forget me!
curss:
You do what you gotta do to feel better...don't worry bout me-I'm a big boy hahaha...miss you and we'll play catch-up soon...I'm glad to hear your "classes" are helping you...have a great Thanksgiving!
xoxo-curss
xoxo-curss