Lovely weekend. BMX show Friday night with buddies from school. My crush attempted and landed three forward flips. Go him!
Went to my best friends house afterwards, unbeknownst to his girlfriend, who hates my presence near her boy (stupid girl), so he had to lie but we chilled and i guess I'm just going to have to deal with sneaking hanging out with him until...
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It's all good.
Cuz I just bought some wicked shoes
Cuz I just bought some wicked shoes
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Sweetness.
Things are going good I'm happy.
This new guy and I have talked stuff over and we need some time to accomplish some of our own personal goals. We aren't going to pursue anything with each other except friendship for now.
...which is really hard for both of us hehehe because we really like each other, but it's for the better and I feel good...
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This new guy and I have talked stuff over and we need some time to accomplish some of our own personal goals. We aren't going to pursue anything with each other except friendship for now.
...which is really hard for both of us hehehe because we really like each other, but it's for the better and I feel good...
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ahh party party sounds fun
Ah my V Day was interesting.
First we went to Pet's Mart with this guy's dog, cuz you get to take them in the store. Did i mention i really want a puppy right now? haha. So i was all happy and trying sweaters on her, but she's a little too big they don't make the cute ones in her size (she's the best natured...
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First we went to Pet's Mart with this guy's dog, cuz you get to take them in the store. Did i mention i really want a puppy right now? haha. So i was all happy and trying sweaters on her, but she's a little too big they don't make the cute ones in her size (she's the best natured...
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Hey, you made it clear to the guy before that things weren't going to happen. Just because he wants it to and he's kind, doesn't give him a golden ticket to your heart or your pants. he needs to grow up. Relationships don't work when they are forced on one of the people in it. How the heck did he think that was a good idea? I mean, did he talk to his guy friends and they all said "just keep trying, you'll wear her down eventually" grrr guys (and girls(but in this case guys)) can be such idiots.
I'd say wait a while to give him time to cool off before calling him. he needs to do somethinking and reflecting and some stop-being-an-ass-ing.
you rock!
I'd say wait a while to give him time to cool off before calling him. he needs to do somethinking and reflecting and some stop-being-an-ass-ing.
you rock!
Last night I got a kiss that was a long long time coming
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curss:
I'll bet...too happy to MSN with me?...still waiting to hear about your "Big" Valentines date...***snicker***
cadyn:
A wicked Kiss I hope.. Thanks for the comment you are very sweet. Hey btw I'm not an advocate of chaos either 
Hope you're not still feeling stuck. Whitby huh? I have friends there. Cheerio, C
Hope you're not still feeling stuck. Whitby huh? I have friends there. Cheerio, C
I had a horrible, horrible nightmare last night. It happens when my anxiety gets super bad. But I get all trapped in my sleep and even if I think I've woken out if it, I'm not, I'm just in another layer of dream or really confused. I hate sleep problems. I get really violent, gorey nightmares that are very disturbing to me. So this one...
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my brother got nightmares like that when he was younger. the doctor called them night terrors instead. I've seen them from the outside and feel for you. BIG HUGS.
We'll have to work on some chanting for your anxiety. I sure that's just what it needs. Lots of chanting.
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Friends here in Florida are going to be tough to come by. The thing is, the people that I'm usually friends with are artsy people. People with different views on things. People who like to create things. The people that I work with are... rednecks. Very nice people, but rednecks. That, and I only really interact with one person my age on an everyday basis. The rest are 20 years older than I am.
Sigh
We'll have to work on some chanting for your anxiety. I sure that's just what it needs. Lots of chanting.
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Friends here in Florida are going to be tough to come by. The thing is, the people that I'm usually friends with are artsy people. People with different views on things. People who like to create things. The people that I work with are... rednecks. Very nice people, but rednecks. That, and I only really interact with one person my age on an everyday basis. The rest are 20 years older than I am.
Sigh
I want to and am determined to make changes in my life. I know what I am doing wrong, I know my role in what has happened to me, and I take responsibility. I have no regrets, and infinite forgiveness, sometimes to a fault. But I am only thankful for my experiences, because otherwise I would not be who I am.
I am just so...
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Getting the right kind of mail is a very exciting thing. My mom still sends me random little things cuz she knows I love em. Fire and puppy... sounds like a good time.
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower,
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay....
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Ahhhh. lovely. Where did that come from?
nihly:
Robert Frost poem
Mmmm bad night. And didn't get to see Pan's Labryinth yet booo
But I have decided I'm going to get drunk at my valentine's dinner tomorrow mUahwahahaha
Delicious.
I won't quit my program, but I am also not going to stress about it, if I don't pass I don't pass. I already have to pick up some of the courses next year anyways.
But I have decided I'm going to get drunk at my valentine's dinner tomorrow mUahwahahaha
Delicious.
I won't quit my program, but I am also not going to stress about it, if I don't pass I don't pass. I already have to pick up some of the courses next year anyways.
curss:
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY LADYBIRD!!! Have fun on your dinner date tonite hahahah!!
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Happy Drunken-tine's Day!
I'm going to dinner with my boy. That's better than having to worry about appearances or whether or not someone is appreciating my planned night. WOO HOO!!!
I'm going to dinner with my boy. That's better than having to worry about appearances or whether or not someone is appreciating my planned night. WOO HOO!!!
Well i WISH I wasn't do ANYTHING for valentine's day but I apparently have no say over the matter. I didn't want to go out for it with this guy but then he was like oh by the way I made reservations for this restaurant. Even though I kinda already said no. Maybe I said it too nicely. pshhhhht. And he's been leaving me little...
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In with the good air... out with the bad air...
Stick with your program, you'll kick yourself for leaving and feel so accomplished when you're done.
I think you're being too nice with this guy. He's pushing for something you don't want to happen. And making reservations when you haven't even agreed to a date? That's ballsy, the bad kind of ballsy. I think you need to kick him in the ballsy's and let him know he's not getting anywhere and pissing you off in the meantime.
Stick with your program, you'll kick yourself for leaving and feel so accomplished when you're done.
I think you're being too nice with this guy. He's pushing for something you don't want to happen. And making reservations when you haven't even agreed to a date? That's ballsy, the bad kind of ballsy. I think you need to kick him in the ballsy's and let him know he's not getting anywhere and pissing you off in the meantime.
curss:
Sounds like you're havin bad luck right now...I'll try to be on here more often for your amusement hahaha!!
I was so bummed out this week but it's ok now cuz it's FRIDAY whoooo!!!
finally, and class was cancelled today so bonus, i got to sleep in. I'm going to spend it in T.O. and see some old friends, need to cheer some people up and hopefully it will be good times. Fuck school and homework. I don't even care. And the gym's going...
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finally, and class was cancelled today so bonus, i got to sleep in. I'm going to spend it in T.O. and see some old friends, need to cheer some people up and hopefully it will be good times. Fuck school and homework. I don't even care. And the gym's going...
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I have found some good people to talk to. And yeah, I'm not doing a darn thing for Valentine's day. WOO HOO!!!
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Lol. At least it's Wednesday now.
ricoxx:
Oh gawd -- it's Friday!!
my boy was sick today, I went to him with a movie and spent the evening cuddling him and trying to get him to eat something. But it was a good night.
Take care